Life update for anyone who cares

[jallrd]

I am about 2 months into new school and still sit alone in the library everyday at lunch. I dread it when people come through the doors or walk by. I try to discreetly peek up from my computer or phone to see if its someone that knows me in order to determine how embarrassed I should be. While doing so today I made eye contact with a foid and she gave me a dirty look, luckily it wasn't one I knew so she couldnt gossip about me to her friend when they walked out the door.

• One of the last big football home games is tommorow and an there's an afterparty but its very unlikely I'm even going to go to school because I am bloated and have 2 huge ass cystic pimples on my cheek.
  • I'm also not going to go because it would be my first football game of this year and idk if I would have anyone to sit with or if I would get into the party. Two htb girls from my old school were planning on coming with me tmmrw I'll just tell them I dont feel like it (they'll definitely detect the truth).
• Rest of my face is pretty clear in contrast though.
• Took first 30 mg accutane pill today, hyped for the next month hopefully I don't purge.
• Hopefully will aquire gear and some friends to sit with soon

 

[jallrd]

Btw its not like I have 0 friends at new school I just dont have any close friends and when people find that out they see you as unworthy of their time and effort. It's not crazy to say that in highschool status is as important as looks

 

[Petsmart]

I am about 2 months into new school and still sit alone in the library everyday at lunch

bro got me like

 

[Mr_Peptide_Pinner]

Btw its not like I have 0 friends at new school I just dont have any close friends and when people find that out they see you as unworthy of their time and effort. It's not crazy to say that in highschool status is as important as looks

good luck king, i hope it gets better for you twin.

 

[NatureRapist]

Taking drugs and steroids just to sit alone in the corner like a faggot

 

[jallrd]

Taking drugs and steroids just to sit alone in the corner like a faggot

I’m not taking any drugs or steroids rn. Have considered starting nic to make friends with fiends in bathroom tho. Not sure what your criticism is for, I didn’t ask to be in this situation

 

[CookiekingFAN]

I am about 2 months into new school and still sit alone in the library everyday at lunch. I dread it when people come through the doors or walk by. I try to discreetly peek up from my computer or phone to see if its someone that knows me in order to determine how embarrassed I should be. While doing so today I made eye contact with a foid and she gave me a dirty look, luckily it wasn't one I knew so she couldnt gossip about me to her friend when they walked out the door.

• One of the last big football home games is tommorow and an there's an afterparty but its very unlikely I'm even going to go to school because I am bloated and have 2 huge ass cystic pimples on my cheek.
  • I'm also not going to go because it would be my first football game of this year and idk if I would have anyone to sit with or if I would get into the party. Two htb girls from my old school were planning on coming with me tmmrw I'll just tell them I dont feel like it (they'll definitely detect the truth).
• Rest of my face is pretty clear in contrast though.
• Took first 30 mg accutane pill today, hyped for the next month hopefully I don't purge.
• Hopefully will aquire gear and some friends to sit with soon

This would all go away if you were under 12% bodey fat btw

 

[NatureRapist]

I’m not taking any drugs or steroids rn. Have considered starting nic to make friends with fiends in bathroom tho. Not sure what your criticism is for, I didn’t ask to be in this situation

Accutane is a drug known to stunt development

 

[jallrd]

Accutane is a drug known to stunt development

Oh that’s what you’re referring to. My growth plates are already closed so it doesn’t matter

 

[jallrd]

This would all go away if you were under 12% bodey fat btw

True, ima grind cardio over the 3 day weekend

 

[Gengar]

I am about 2 months into new school and still sit alone in the library everyday at lunch. I dread it when people come through the doors or walk by. I try to discreetly peek up from my computer or phone to see if its someone that knows me in order to determine how embarrassed I should be. While doing so today I made eye contact with a foid and she gave me a dirty look, luckily it wasn't one I knew so she couldnt gossip about me to her friend when they walked out the door.

• One of the last big football home games is tommorow and an there's an afterparty but its very unlikely I'm even going to go to school because I am bloated and have 2 huge ass cystic pimples on my cheek.
  • I'm also not going to go because it would be my first football game of this year and idk if I would have anyone to sit with or if I would get into the party. Two htb girls from my old school were planning on coming with me tmmrw I'll just tell them I dont feel like it (they'll definitely detect the truth).
• Rest of my face is pretty clear in contrast though.
• Took first 30 mg accutane pill today, hyped for the next month hopefully I don't purge.
• Hopefully will aquire gear and some friends to sit with soon

I care.

 

[jeoyw9192]

I am about 2 months into new school and still sit alone in the library everyday at lunch. I dread it when people come through the doors or walk by. I try to discreetly peek up from my computer or phone to see if its someone that knows me in order to determine how embarrassed I should be. While doing so today I made eye contact with a foid and she gave me a dirty look, luckily it wasn't one I knew so she couldnt gossip about me to her friend when they walked out the door.

• One of the last big football home games is tommorow and an there's an afterparty but its very unlikely I'm even going to go to school because I am bloated and have 2 huge ass cystic pimples on my cheek.
  • I'm also not going to go because it would be my first football game of this year and idk if I would have anyone to sit with or if I would get into the party. Two htb girls from my old school were planning on coming with me tmmrw I'll just tell them I dont feel like it (they'll definitely detect the truth).
• Rest of my face is pretty clear in contrast though.
• Took first 30 mg accutane pill today, hyped for the next month hopefully I don't purge.
• Hopefully will aquire gear and some friends to sit with soon

Ignore all the BS on the site, take in all the useful information in terms of ascending, and use it well. And I certainly do care as well, as long as ur not a weirdo or anything