Life without alcohol and drugs is meaningless

[disillusioned]

Just fucking lol at all this absolute bullshit about how the effects of substances are 'fake happiness' or whatever bluepill bs retard normies believe. I drank for nearly 14 years and only stopped because I fucked myself by going overboard in the last couple years of it, stupidly drinking 2 times a week instead of just once, and thus making my brain physically dependent (this triggers withdrawal and makes it impossible to continue drinking). Before this happened, drinking was a super legit cope and I'm legitimately enraged (been sober nearly a year now) that I will never be able to drink again. It's making me borderline suicidal.

Normies will tell you that alcohol and drugs screw you by making you unable to enjoy 'normal' things, but while that's true, it's not for the reasons they tell you. You will never look at the world the same way again after you've experienced it shitfaced. Everything hits different. The music, the noises, whatever it is that you're doing... it's a different state of existing. Nothing, NOTHING, will ever compare to this while sober. Nothing.

It's like something's been stolen from you. Like someone scooped a chunk out of your soul. I no longer have my 'special place' to go to. What's the point, then?

"Bruh just get a hobby bruh don't be a loser bruh!"

But there's the funny thing about that. I DO have hobbies. I write web fiction, even successful ones, and have thousands of readers. I even have enough disposable income to hire people on freelance sites to help me with my game dev projects. I am 10x more hobbymaxxed than 99% of humans. Yet this is STILL how I feel. Fuck it, I'd probably still feel this way even if I had a girlfriend or wife. There is no substitie for alcohol. Period.

 

[JasGews69x]

Never had either

 

[futureschizo]

so is it a bad thing to start if I havent yet

 

[carpe diem]

Just fucking lol at all this absolute bullshit about how the effects of substances are 'fake happiness' or whatever bluepill bs retard normies believe. I drank for nearly 14 years and only stopped because I fucked myself by going overboard in the last couple years of it, stupidly drinking 2 times a week instead of just once, and thus making my brain physically dependent (this triggers withdrawal and makes it impossible to continue drinking). Before this happened, drinking was a super legit cope and I'm legitimately enraged (been sober nearly a year now) that I will never be able to drink again. It's making me borderline suicidal.

Normies will tell you that alcohol and drugs screw you by making you unable to enjoy 'normal' things, but while that's true, it's not for the reasons they tell you. You will never look at the world the same way again after you've experienced it shitfaced. Everything hits different. The music, the noises, whatever it is that you're doing... it's a different state of existing. Nothing, NOTHING, will ever compare to this while sober. Nothing.

It's like something's been stolen from you. Like someone scooped a chunk out of your soul. I no longer have my 'special place' to go to. What's the point, then?

"Bruh just get a hobby bruh don't be a loser bruh!"

But there's the funny thing about that. I DO have hobbies. I write web fiction, even successful ones, and have thousands of readers. I even have enough disposable income to hire people on freelance sites to help me with my game dev projects. I am 10x more hobbymaxxed than 99% of humans. Yet this is STILL how I feel. Fuck it, I'd probably still feel this way even if I had a girlfriend or wife. There is no substitie for alcohol. Period.

 

[IBL4MEZYG]

so is it a bad thing to start if I havent yet

Yes

 

[Anthony111554]

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Does this look unsure to you?

 

[carpe diem]

Does this look unsure to you?

 

[futureschizo]

Yes

idk its really tempting

 

[IBL4MEZYG]

idk its really tempting

I mean if you get addicted it will deffo fuck you up later in life but deppends how u use it tho

 

[disillusioned]

so is it a bad thing to start if I havent yet

No. Don't listen to the "alcohol are bad" cucks. They're brainwashed idiots. And to be clear, the only reason I went through withdrawal is because I was stupid and went 'all-in' for a couple of years (this happened during the COVID lockdowns which were a super tough time for me emotionally), drinking 2 or even 3 times per week. Before this, I was getting shitfaced once a week for like 10+ years without issues (well maybe I was making my blood pressure too high, but I could probably have fixed this by just scaling back to drinking once every other week or even once a month).

Guzzling gallons of beer over the course of a friday or saturday evening imo is a legit cope, even if you 'pay the tax' in the morning.

 

[disillusioned]

I mean if you get addicted it will deffo fuck you up later in life but deppends how u use it tho

This goes for everything, even food.

 

[isis_Bleach]

i drank every day for 2 years how bad is that

 

[disillusioned]

i drank every day for 2 years how bad is that

How much?

 

[User28823]

idk bruv ive never been drunk

 

[yochico_yojordan]

Nietzsche speaks of this

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

Nietzsche speaks of this

what doesn't he speak off ?

 

[disillusioned]

idk bruv ive never been drunk

I also thought I'd never liked it. I actually really disliked the idea of drinking and actively avoided it until I was 20 (the drinking age) and some of the guys pressured me into going to the club with them, where I had my first beer. Turned out I really fucking enjoyed drinking.

 

[User28823]

I also thought I'd never liked it. I actually really disliked the idea of drinking and actively avoided it until I was 20 (the drinking age) and some of the guys pressured me into going to the club with them, where I had my first beer. Turned out I really fucking enjoyed drinking.

poison.

 

[disillusioned]

poison.

Your point? It feels good regardless. Technically, sugar is also a poison.

 

[Galvatron]

This is a nigga who gets it

 

[User28823]

Your point? It feels good regardless. Technically, sugar is also a poison.

poison.

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

as if it isn't already

 

[isis_Bleach]

How much?

5-10 drinks a day

 

[disillusioned]

5-10 drinks a day

U will have massive withdrawal srs

 

[blonde slayer]

Addicted coping alcoholic ramblings.
YOU are the brainwashed one, alcohol is legal, that alone is enough to conclude that by drinking it you are a slave nigger getting raped by the government.

Not only it fucks up your physical health this shit straight up makes you dumber. Iqpill is the most brutal and by drinking you are seriously looksminning urself in terms of the brain and body like a retarded monkey, which is obviously in favor of the government, selling fucking "happiness" in a bottle.

Happiness doesn't exist as a "thing", the only things that exist are the absence of stress and stability and this shit only raises ur cortisol and destabilizes ur life.

Taking pregab and baclo once a month to slay at the club mogs the shit out of whatever this slave nigger wrote. Remember, chad doesn't drink for 14 years and get physical dependency.

JFL at this brainwashed slave retard coping with the fact that he ruined himself with poison, exactly how ((they)) wanted like a good boy.

 

[disillusioned]

Addicted coping alcoholic ramblings.
YOU are the brainwashed one, alcohol is legal, that alone is enough to conclude that by drinking it you are a slave nigger getting raped by the government.

Not only it fucks up your physical health this shit straight up makes you dumber. Iqpill is the most brutal and by drinking you are seriously looksminning urself in terms of the brain and body like a retarded monkey, which is obviously in favor of the government, selling fucking "happiness" in a bottle.

Happiness doesn't exist as a "thing", the only things that exist are the absence of stress and stability and this shit only raises ur cortisol and destabilizes ur life.

Taking pregab and baclo once a month to slay at the club mogs the shit out of whatever this slave nigger wrote. Remember, chad doesn't drink for 14 years and get physical dependency.

JFL at this brainwashed slave retard coping with the fact that he ruined himself with poison, exactly how ((they)) wanted like a good boy.

Genetics determine your IQ, not your lifestyle.

 

[blonde slayer]

Genetics determine your IQ, not your lifestyle.

Sure bro, looks too, doesn't mean you can't easily ruin it

 

[Deleted member 22511]

Alcohol is literally the worst drug bro upgrade to some real shyt

 

[trump]

bullshit. my life is good and ive never took drugs nor alcohol

 

[disillusioned]

bullshit. my life is good and ive never took drugs nor alcohol

Ignorance is bliss. You think it's crap because you never got hooked on it.