Bewusst
dead inside
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It's depressing. If I looked like a normal person - just average or 'conventionally ugly' - I could go outside spontaneously without having to hide behind a cap or hat. I could act like a normal person, talk like a normal person and I would be so much less stressed. I could be me. I could go swimming without worrying about my eyebrows or patchy beard looking like shit when I come out of the water.
Men are supposed to not have to worry about their looks. They should naturally look like men and be able to focus on manly things like building a career, fighting for their values and standing up for themselves and their loved ones without having to be ashamed of themselves or their physical appearance. - Me? I can't do any of those things and failed at life because of some bones, flesh & skin. Every single day I'm reminded of my subhumaneness and my life is just wasted because of my looks. I'd love to do 'normie' shit like going to work, working on goals and travelling. But people are everywhere and thus, everywhere I go I'm judged immediately (at least sobconsiously because people have eyes). It's a prison I'm locked up in with a life sentence. And there is no escape.
Men are supposed to not have to worry about their looks. They should naturally look like men and be able to focus on manly things like building a career, fighting for their values and standing up for themselves and their loved ones without having to be ashamed of themselves or their physical appearance. - Me? I can't do any of those things and failed at life because of some bones, flesh & skin. Every single day I'm reminded of my subhumaneness and my life is just wasted because of my looks. I'd love to do 'normie' shit like going to work, working on goals and travelling. But people are everywhere and thus, everywhere I go I'm judged immediately (at least sobconsiously because people have eyes). It's a prison I'm locked up in with a life sentence. And there is no escape.