
WhyNotMe_
6'3 FT SUB5 / 17YO
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I'm just going to say this: don't rot in your room thinking about how you can ascend —it's not worth it, trust me, I've been there. I tried everything I still do, lol but it keeps getting worse. One year ago, when I was an ugly, chopped guy, I had no problem talking to women, I even had a girlfriend, lol. But once I found out about BP, I became so distant from everyone.
The past few months, I was at the edge of committing suicide because I thought there's no way it would get better. And then one day, my friends called me and said, "Let's meet, smoke by the lake, and just talk." I said alright. We went from noon to morning just talking, and it kinda healed me, lol. I found a purpose in life that I shouldn't be rotting on here, but that I should go outside and actually enjoy my life.
I tried to live like that for maybe a week, and right now, I'm going on a date with some girl who likes me, lol. All I needed was to go outside and forget about BP for at least a week. It still will never be enough, but please guys, just go out with your friends and try to enjoy life it helped me, maybe it will help you.
If you're short or ugly, it doesn't matter just accept it. If you're thinking about suicide, go outside with your friends, enjoy nature, breathe fresh air it's never over, trust me, I thought it was. It got so bad I was sitting in my room with a hoodie on because I was scared someone would film me and I’d look hella ugly.
I couldn't even look people in the eyes. If a girl looked me in the eyes and smiled, I'd think she was laughing at my face that's why I avoided eye contact. You're hearing this from someone who's been through it. Please leave BP as soon as you can and if you can’t, at least try to enjoy your life outside of it.
The past few months, I was at the edge of committing suicide because I thought there's no way it would get better. And then one day, my friends called me and said, "Let's meet, smoke by the lake, and just talk." I said alright. We went from noon to morning just talking, and it kinda healed me, lol. I found a purpose in life that I shouldn't be rotting on here, but that I should go outside and actually enjoy my life.
I tried to live like that for maybe a week, and right now, I'm going on a date with some girl who likes me, lol. All I needed was to go outside and forget about BP for at least a week. It still will never be enough, but please guys, just go out with your friends and try to enjoy life it helped me, maybe it will help you.
If you're short or ugly, it doesn't matter just accept it. If you're thinking about suicide, go outside with your friends, enjoy nature, breathe fresh air it's never over, trust me, I thought it was. It got so bad I was sitting in my room with a hoodie on because I was scared someone would film me and I’d look hella ugly.
I couldn't even look people in the eyes. If a girl looked me in the eyes and smiled, I'd think she was laughing at my face that's why I avoided eye contact. You're hearing this from someone who's been through it. Please leave BP as soon as you can and if you can’t, at least try to enjoy your life outside of it.