List your only things keeping you alive

Lev Peshkov

Lev Peshkov

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Roiding

The money I am making

Future surgeries

Ur turn
 
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leanmaxxing
future travels
maybe writing a novel or some shit
 
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My nasal airways
My circulatory system
My spinal cord
My cerebral cortex
 
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Changing pheno
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My vital organs
 
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I want to own humans
 
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As far as copes go I think simulation games and VR are going to get exponentially better before I die. I’m living for a grand strategy VR game where you command troops in person tbh.
 
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Family
 
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Leanmaxxing
TikTokmaxxing
Video games
Books
Unrealistic hopes for the future
 
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Daily iois from that one hot girl
 
Fucking pussy every weekend
 
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What are ur unrealistic hopes bro?
Everything tbh. Stopping rotting, getting prominent social life, enough money to buy stuff and surgeries, enough wealth in general. Getting a good job, good university. Having a family. All seems impossible to me
 
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Everything tbh. Stopping rotting, getting prominent social life, enough money to buy stuff and surgeries, getting rich in general. Getting a good job, good university. Having a family. All seems impossible to me
I'll tell you buddy boyo

Find the best paying job in the world that you'd be happy to do and just fucking go for it ngl
 
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I am currently soft-maxing and going to hard-max [Nose job] with my parents money in 18 months and then leave India and “date around” / hook-up till age 35 and then settle down.
 
As far as copes go I think simulation games and VR are going to get exponentially better before I die. I’m living for a grand strategy VR game where you command troops in person tbh.
Who needs strategy and tactics when you can just command your germanic barbarian brutes to charge and nothing more
 
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too high inhib to kill myself right now and plus i have some hard/softmaxxing to do that may or may not be dangerous, either my looksmaxxing kills me or i do whichever one comes first
 
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Whats keeping me alive is my heart keeps on pumping and I keep refuelling my body with food daily. I am not really depressed at all so I cant kill myself and I am also not bothered about the 'future'. This whole thing is meaningless. I dont have any plans at all. I just want this to go as smoothly/easily as possible.
 
drugs
 
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Possibility of being rich
Possibility of Limb Lengthening
And ascending is what keeps me alive
 
my face on some days in the mirror (can be suicidefuel on some days as well)
learning a language (really become a game at this point)
feeling good overall
future hopes of getting a cute gf

yeah that's it atm :)
 
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Big booty whores and money.
 
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Money

Sex (it's one of my copes lmao)

Porn

Video games (squad is the best one atm)

Friends

Knowing that one day i get out of this hellhole of a universe
 
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Not wanting to die a virgin
 
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Money

Sex (it's one of my copes lmao)

Porn

Video games (squad is the best one atm)

Friends

Knowing that one day i get out of this hellhole of a universe
mirin tbh

cant wait tolooksamx

but death sound snice at this point
 
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mirin tbh

cant wait tolooksamx

but death sound snice at this point
Lately i've been getting suicidal thoughts again...
But then i have too much fun and i forget it.

No point in killing yourself as you will die regardless. Better to watch the hell fractals unfold.

Forgot to mention acid as a cope lmao
 
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Lately i've been getting suicidal thoughts again...
But then i have too much fun and i forget it.

No point in killing yourself as you will die regardless. Better to watch the hell fractals unfold.

Forgot to mention acid as a cope lmao
lol

i will never sui

it is best to live carefree tbh
 
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ISLAM AND LIFE SUBHANALLAH
 
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The fact that I'll be a vocalist of a very sucessfull band in the next few years
 
my face on some days in the mirror (can be suicidefuel on some days as well)

nvm take that part off, just did a video - it is over. not a chance.
 

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