literally me

[WhoTookVendetta]

 

[WhoTookVendetta]

MY LIFE IS SO FUCKING SHIT YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW YOU DON’T FUCKING UNDERSTAND EVERY DAY IS THE SAME WORTHLESS BULLSHIT I WAKE UP AND IT’S ALREADY OVER I’M JUST COUNTING DOWN THE HOURS UNTIL I CAN GO BACK TO SLEEP AND ESCAPE THIS FUCKING HELL EVEN IF IT’S JUST FOR A FEW HOURS I’M ROTTING IN THIS ROOM WATCHING ANIME AND DOING STUPID SHIT JUST TO PASS THE TIME BECAUSE WHAT ELSE IS THERE WHAT THE FUCK ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO DO EVERYTHING OUTSIDE THESE WALLS IS POINTLESS EVERYTHING INSIDE IS EVEN WORSE THE WALLS ARE CLOSING IN BUT THERE’S NOWHERE TO GO NOWHERE TO ESCAPE IT’S JUST ME AND MY THOUGHTS AND THEY’RE EATING ME ALIVE IT’S LIKE I’M SCREAMING BUT NO ONE CAN HEAR ME LIKE I’M DROWNING BUT I’M ALREADY DEAD INSIDE I THINK ABOUT ENDING IT ALL EVERY DAY BUT I CAN’T EVEN FUCKING DO THAT I’M TOO WEAK TOO FUCKING PATHETIC TO EVEN PULL THE TRIGGER TO MAKE IT ALL STOP I’M STUCK IN THIS ENDLESS LOOP OF MISERY AND NOTHING MAKES SENSE ANYMORE EVERY SECOND IS TORTURE EVERY MINUTE IS AGONY AND IT NEVER FUCKING ENDS IT NEVER GETS BETTER I TRY TO FILL THE VOID WITH WHATEVER I CAN FIND BUT IT’S NEVER ENOUGH IT’S LIKE POURING WATER INTO A BOTTOMLESS PIT IT JUST DISAPPEARS INTO THE NOTHINGNESS I’M JUST WAITING FOR THE END BUT EVEN THAT FEELS TOO FAR AWAY TOO SLOW LIKE THE UNIVERSE IS DRAGGING THIS OUT ON PURPOSE TO SEE HOW MUCH I CAN TAKE BEFORE I BREAK

 

[mike21]

MY LIFE IS SO FUCKING SHIT YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW YOU DON’T FUCKING UNDERSTAND EVERY DAY IS THE SAME WORTHLESS BULLSHIT I WAKE UP AND IT’S ALREADY OVER I’M JUST COUNTING DOWN THE HOURS UNTIL I CAN GO BACK TO SLEEP AND ESCAPE THIS FUCKING HELL EVEN IF IT’S JUST FOR A FEW HOURS I’M ROTTING IN THIS ROOM WATCHING ANIME AND DOING STUPID SHIT JUST TO PASS THE TIME BECAUSE WHAT ELSE IS THERE WHAT THE FUCK ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO DO EVERYTHING OUTSIDE THESE WALLS IS POINTLESS EVERYTHING INSIDE IS EVEN WORSE THE WALLS ARE CLOSING IN BUT THERE’S NOWHERE TO GO NOWHERE TO ESCAPE IT’S JUST ME AND MY THOUGHTS AND THEY’RE EATING ME ALIVE IT’S LIKE I’M SCREAMING BUT NO ONE CAN HEAR ME LIKE I’M DROWNING BUT I’M ALREADY DEAD INSIDE I THINK ABOUT ENDING IT ALL EVERY DAY BUT I CAN’T EVEN FUCKING DO THAT I’M TOO WEAK TOO FUCKING PATHETIC TO EVEN PULL THE TRIGGER TO MAKE IT ALL STOP I’M STUCK IN THIS ENDLESS LOOP OF MISERY AND NOTHING MAKES SENSE ANYMORE EVERY SECOND IS TORTURE EVERY MINUTE IS AGONY AND IT NEVER FUCKING ENDS IT NEVER GETS BETTER I TRY TO FILL THE VOID WITH WHATEVER I CAN FIND BUT IT’S NEVER ENOUGH IT’S LIKE POURING WATER INTO A BOTTOMLESS PIT IT JUST DISAPPEARS INTO THE NOTHINGNESS I’M JUST WAITING FOR THE END BUT EVEN THAT FEELS TOO FAR AWAY TOO SLOW LIKE THE UNIVERSE IS DRAGGING THIS OUT ON PURPOSE TO SEE HOW MUCH I CAN TAKE BEFORE I BREAK

Do crazy stuff,anything will work on fixing it, jump,run,drink,fight someone for no reason in public