Living every day knowing you will only ever like how you look if you get surgery is awful

[jaycc]

how many of you guys are experiencing this

 

[Helvetier]

how many of you guys are experiencing this

Will the surgery make us happy tho

 

[jaycc]

Will the surgery make us happy tho

Thats the thing

Ngl I feel like even if it went perfect WE would just find new flaws to obsess over

Probably unfixable ones too

 

[Helvetier]

Thats the thing

Ngl I feel like even if it went perfect WE would just find new flaws to obsess over

Probably unfixable ones too

Yeah, but i think were gonna be happier tho

 

[jaycc]

Will the surgery make us happy tho

I just hate looking in the mirror every day, and instead of thinking "hmm i need a new haircut" i just have to stare in disgust at how truly boneless i am. How i would need surgery and implants just to look like a version of myself i could actually tolerate.

I hate knowing people are born with what i lack.

I hate knowing there is no way to fix my face other than having peope cut it open and fuck about with it

 

[jaycc]

Yeah, but i think were gonna be happier tho

Hopefully

 

[Helvetier]

I just hate looking in the mirror every day, and instead of thinking "hmm i need a new haircut" i just have to stare in disgust at how truly boneless i am. How i would need surgery and implants just to look like a version of myself i could actually tolerate.

I hate knowing people are born with what i lack.

I hate knowing there is no way to fix my face other than having peope cut it open and fuck about with it

Yes its fucking sad, luckily i just have to get a liplift and other minor things done

 

[jaycc]

Yes its fucking sad, luckily i just have to get a liplift and other minor things done

I havent fully checked because it would be crazy ropefuel

But i need smth like bimax and maybe genio

If not bimax at least bsso

I also need zygo, mandible and chin implants


My lips and nose are also disgusting but i honestly cba to get my face cut up that many times

 

[Helvetier]

I havent fully checked because it would be crazy ropefuel

But i need smth like bimax and maybe genio

If not bimax at least bsso

I also need zygo, mandible and chin implants


My lips and nose are also disgusting but i honestly cba to get my face cut up that many times

Do you really plan to get something done?

 

[yussimania]

i masturbate to the idea of me ascending to M-HHTN

 

[jaycc]

Do you really plan to get something done?

Haha no

My life is over and im not even in school rn

Depression for 5+ years

Trying to get back into school but relationship with parents is shaky but gonna be ruined when im back

Unless i abuse substances which has shown promising results in the past

I dont want a job (not gonna live off benefits tho thats gay asf im just gonna live as simple life as i can with a good friend of mine)

So yeah im never gonna have the money or confidence to get surgery

Just a fantasy

 

[jaycc]

i masturbate to the idea of me ascending to M-HHTN

Sometimes i close my eyes and picture myself like this and it fills me with a warm happy feeling

I like to imagine walking into school and how everyone would react its fun

Also im 6 4 in the scenario