living with anorexia

[PeakIncels]

a house you've built, that is slowly falling apart, i built it, and refuse to leave

i hate relying on it for my form of suicide, because it's so unreliable

i wish that pain in the heart would actually do something, or a stomach paralysis, or standing up too quickly to black out and hit my head on the wall, anything

I feel like I'm going to die every second but nothing happens

always cold, dizzy, awful muscle spasms, but nothing, organ failure? no

ill have to wait 3 more months with insufferable physical pain, that I'll be forced to shrug off for the whole time, it can't happen, since I'll be stuck in this ward forever probably

 

[PeakIncels]

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[choppedshyt]

Foid, only women have eds

 

[PeakIncels]

Foid

I'm not

 

[PeakIncels]

Foid

i hate niggas like you on my soul, you'll see someone not female having an ed and automatically call them foid, kill yourself

 

[trench]

i hate niggas like you on my soul, you'll see someone not female having an ed and automatically call them foid, kill yourself

first time i see you calling someone a nigga

 

[choppedshyt]

i hate niggas like you on my soul, you'll see someone not female having an ed and automatically call them foid, kill yourself

I'm sowwy I was just trolling I hope you get better

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

a house you've built, that is slowly falling apart, i built it, and refuse to leave

i hate relying on it for my form of suicide, because it's so unreliable

i wish that pain in the heart would actually do something, or a stomach paralysis, or standing up too quickly to black out and hit my head on the wall, anything

I feel like I'm going to die every second but nothing happens

always cold, dizzy, awful muscle spasms, but nothing, organ failure? no

ill have to wait 3 more months with insufferable physical pain, that I'll be forced to shrug off for the whole time, it can't happen, since I'll be stuck in this ward forever probably

I had an eating disorder and there was a period where I was super skinny, now I have gained some weight but I feel really bad mentally, I want to go back to that condition, I don't care if Im going to feel worse physically. I hope you can recover anyway

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Foid, only women have eds

stfu nigga

 

[PeakIncels]

first time i see you calling someone a nigga

you don't need to spam n word to express tour hatred

 

[shia.jihadist]

a house you've built, that is slowly falling apart, i built it, and refuse to leave

i hate relying on it for my form of suicide, because it's so unreliable

i wish that pain in the heart would actually do something, or a stomach paralysis, or standing up too quickly to black out and hit my head on the wall, anything

I feel like I'm going to die every second but nothing happens

always cold, dizzy, awful muscle spasms, but nothing, organ failure? no

ill have to wait 3 more months with insufferable physical pain, that I'll be forced to shrug off for the whole time, it can't happen, since I'll be stuck in this ward forever probably

how do you develop an eating disorder

 

[choppedshyt]

stfu nigga

I already said sorry you filthy twink no one involved you

 

[PeakIncels]

I had an eating disorder and there was a period where I was super skinny, now I have gained some weight but I feel really bad mentally, I want to go back to that condition, I don't care if Im going to feel worse physically. I hope you can recover anyway

recovery isn't real and never will be a working process, imo

I've got in patient 4 times for hitting 45-42 kgs, but i keep relapsing, why? because they are forcing me to recover when i clearly don't want to

 

[PeakIncels]

how do you develop an eating disorder

magic

 

[trench]

you don't need to spam n word to express tour hatred

i just like it as a slang, never used it on a black person as an offensive thing plus most black people dont care if a white guy says nigga, the white 40 year old bitch karens are more offended by it than blackies

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

I already said sorry you filthy twink no one involved you

genuinely kys

 

[PeakIncels]

i just like it as a slang, never used it on a black person as an offensive thing plus most black people dont care if a white guy says nigga, the white 40 year old bitch karens are more offended by it than blackies

yh on org is normalized but I really don't care if you say it or not tbh, just don't say dumb shit with it, will make a person look even dumber

 

[Someguy XD]

recovery isn't real and never will be a working process, imo

I've got in patient 4 times for hitting 45-42 kgs, but i keep relapsing, why? because they are forcing me to recover when i clearly don't want to

Some edtwt shtwt type thread

 

[brownmutt42]

How tall are u?

 

[PeakIncels]

Some edtwt shtwt type thread

both communities I'm apart btw

 

[choppedshyt]

genuinely kys

You've got a better shot at doing that tho

 

[PeakIncels]

How tall are u?

5'9

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

recovery isn't real and never will be a working process, imo

I've got in patient 4 times for hitting 45-42 kgs, but i keep relapsing, why? because they are forcing me to recover when i clearly don't want to

ye makes sense, same thing is happening to me rn unfortunately, i feel ur pain

 

[choppedshyt]

Not hating but what causes you to have an Ed because I know women have it because they're insecure so do you just do it as self harm or what

 

[Someguy XD]

both communities I'm apart btw

I just used to scroll through shtwt for gore and all of them where edtwt tagers its like they go hand in hand

 

[PeakIncels]

I just used to scroll through shtwt for gore and all of them where edtwt tagers its like they go hand in hand

common they go together but shtwt is a shit show edtwt is more reasonable, like not really reasonable both are crazy asf but edtwt is kinder

 

[Someguy XD]

common they go together but shtwt is a shit show edtwt is more reasonable, like not really reasonable both are crazy asf but edtwt is kinder

Almost everyone on shtwt is a edtwt user but not every one on edtwt is a shtwt user

 

[PeakIncels]

Not hating but what causes you to have an Ed because I know women have it because they're insecure so do you just do it as self harm or what

its a long story of how I developed it tbh, that icba to explain rn, but it's mostly because it makes me feel good rn, it's something that starts comforting you, after having it for 5 years

 

[PeakIncels]

Almost everyone on shtwt is a edtwt user but not every one on edtwt is a shtwt user

correct : p

 

[Someguy XD]

correct : p

Btw do u know the tag of some buff right wing guy with cuts all up his arms and everyone hated him

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

You've got a better shot at doing that tho

ye but u can still do it dw, lowk deserve more than me

 

[PeakIncels]

Btw do u know the tag of some buff right wing guy with cuts all up his arms and everyone hated him

nah i don't I'm not in shtwt that much anymore, but still very active in edtwt

 

[VV62]

I used to have it too and the feeling when you get dizzy about to pass out is kinda comforting

 

[PeakIncels]

I used to have it too and the feeling when you get dizzy about to pass out is kinda comforting

^^