Loneliness, blackpill and thoughts on it

[Cutecel2001]

I haven't opened a thread like this for several weeks, I've endured a lot... But I can't anymore.

I'm very down. I don't find any sense in continuing to live and I don't enjoy watching my Real Madrid or my Fernando Alonso...

It sucks to see that the years go by and you don't have friends, that your parents' health is getting screwed up and that you see yourself alone in life with no one else.

Watching that with 22 years of life you have not had a kiss from a girl, nor has anyone loved you nor have you been able to enjoy a normal adolescence.

Seeing that the last moment I was happy was childhood, where nothing seemed to matter more than playing and laughing. I don't like playing video games anymore and I feel apathy about everything. I don't understand what's wrong with me and I'm already out of guitars. I'm worthless, I'm a wreck. I must die, resign from this life.

 

[Gengar]

I have been feeling down too lately. It happens. Keep your head up.

 

[Cutecel2001]

I have been feeling down too lately. It happens. Keep your head up.

I feel so bad, Im almost dropping tears ngl

 

[Deleted member 23558]

It sucks to see that the years go by and you don't have friends, that your parents' health is getting screwed up and that you see yourself alone in life with no one else.

Everytime you meet them, they are visibly deteriorating, maybe putting on a brave face and hiding health issues from you

as an gentleman with few friends and no gf, your safe haven is crumbling away second by second

the relationship strains, only held together by unconditional love for the children and a reputation to preserve

but behind the scenes happiness has not been seen for a long long time

there is NOTHING you can do, other than to be a success story and give them the bragging rights that reinforce them that deicsion to stick it out was the correct one

@JudgeandJury

 

[Deleted member 29167]

tough

i get the friend part but why are you complaining about not getting girls didn't you post a thread getting 99+ likes on tinder lol

 

[Cutecel2001]

tough

i get the friend part but why are you complaining about not getting girls didn't you post a thread getting 99+ likes on tinder lol

It wasn't at my location... It was just an experiment. Also everything that matters is IRL.

Never got an IOI at my whole life.

 

[Cutecel2001]

Everytime you meet them, they are visibly deteriorating, maybe putting on a brave face and hiding health issues from you

as an gentleman with few friends and no gf, your safe haven is crumbling away second by second

the relationship strains, only held together by unconditional love for the children and a reputation to preserve

but behind the scenes happiness has not been seen for a long long time

there is NOTHING you can do, other than to be a success story and give them the bragging rights that reinforce them that deicsion to stick it out was the correct one

@JudgeandJury

I don't understand the point, can u explain better?

 

[Deleted member 29167]

It wasn't at my location... It was just an experiment. Also everything that matters is IRL.

Never got an IOI at my whole life.

move there then

 

[Cutecel2001]

move there then

Yeah, as if I had money and NT personality...

 

[EverythingMattersCel]

I haven't opened a thread like this for several weeks, I've endured a lot... But I can't anymore.

I'm very down. I don't find any sense in continuing to live and I don't enjoy watching my Real Madrid or my Fernando Alonso...

It sucks to see that the years go by and you don't have friends, that your parents' health is getting screwed up and that you see yourself alone in life with no one else.

Watching that with 22 years of life you have not had a kiss from a girl, nor has anyone loved you nor have you been able to enjoy a normal adolescence.

Seeing that the last moment I was happy was childhood, where nothing seemed to matter more than playing and laughing. I don't like playing video games anymore and I feel apathy about everything. I don't understand what's wrong with me and I'm already out of guitars. I'm worthless, I'm a wreck. I must die, resign from this life.

Nonsense. You have a lot of life left in u. You need to work 80+ hrs a week, while ur oneitis gets dicked down by chad. So many more years of wageslavery ahead. The system would hate for you to self-delete because that's one less taxpayer.

 

[Cutecel2001]

Nonsense. You have a lot of life left in u. You need to work 80+ hrs a week, while ur oneitis gets dicked down by chad. So many more years of wageslavery ahead. The system would hate for you to self-delete because that's one less taxpayer.

That's why I wanna kms

 

[tia0505]

I haven't opened a thread like this for several weeks, I've endured a lot... But I can't anymore.

I'm very down. I don't find any sense in continuing to live and I don't enjoy watching my Real Madrid or my Fernando Alonso...

It sucks to see that the years go by and you don't have friends, that your parents' health is getting screwed up and that you see yourself alone in life with no one else.

Watching that with 22 years of life you have not had a kiss from a girl, nor has anyone loved you nor have you been able to enjoy a normal adolescence.

Seeing that the last moment I was happy was childhood, where nothing seemed to matter more than playing and laughing. I don't like playing video games anymore and I feel apathy about everything. I don't understand what's wrong with me and I'm already out of guitars. I'm worthless, I'm a wreck. I must die, resign from this life.

get your money up you lazy ass

 

[the_nextDavidLaid]

get your money up you lazy ass

Stfu greycel

 

[gigaslayer]

You are non nt and autistic that is why you can’t fuck looks are the last of your worries

You shouldn’t even be on this forum it’s making ur dysmorphia and confidence and ntness worse

If you won’t listen to this advice and you won’t go out and improve your social skills then you will kill yourself

 

[Pendejo]

Can’t take your essay seriously when there’s not a single mention of the money pill, anyway life is still good

 

[Cutecel2001]

You are non nt and autistic that is why you can’t fuck looks are the last of your worries

You shouldn’t even be on this forum it’s making ur dysmorphia and confidence and ntness worse

If you won’t listen to this advice and you won’t go out and improve your social skills then you will kill yourself

I will kms, 0 doubts.

 

[Cutecel2001]

Can’t take your essay seriously when there’s not a single mention of the money pill, anyway life is still good

Yo nigga u say that because u arent a khhv anymore.

 

[gigaslayer]

I will kms, 0 doubts.

Ok nigga then just go kill yourself you do literally nothing but cry and self loathe like a pathetic abused dog

You have 4.5k posts of just bitching and crying like a depressed whore

When you are in a better position than 90% of the forum and have the capability to live a normal life but you are choosing at this point to be a fucking crying whore

You are a waste of a life that could’ve been lived to its fullest by another person just fucking kill yourself already

 

[Icon]

I haven't opened a thread like this for several weeks, I've endured a lot... But I can't anymore.

I'm very down. I don't find any sense in continuing to live and I don't enjoy watching my Real Madrid or my Fernando Alonso...

It sucks to see that the years go by and you don't have friends, that your parents' health is getting screwed up and that you see yourself alone in life with no one else.

Watching that with 22 years of life you have not had a kiss from a girl, nor has anyone loved you nor have you been able to enjoy a normal adolescence.

Seeing that the last moment I was happy was childhood, where nothing seemed to matter more than playing and laughing. I don't like playing video games anymore and I feel apathy about everything. I don't understand what's wrong with me and I'm already out of guitars. I'm worthless, I'm a wreck. I must die, resign from this life.

Try semen retention it will help with all of this, if you are desperate it is worth a try to see if you will feel better. Within 1 to 2 weeks you should know whether it works or not.

 

[gigaslayer]

@Cutecel2001 Dont fucking react to my posts with little thinking emojis retard the only thing you should be thinking about is suicide fuck off retard FUCKING RETARD YOURE A FUCKING RETARD JUST ROPE ALREADY ABUSED MUTT

 

[YabadiDabado]

I have been feeling down too lately. It happens. Keep your head up.

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[Cutecel2001]

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Could u rate me bro

 

[horizontallytall]

Everytime you meet them, they are visibly deteriorating, maybe putting on a brave face and hiding health issues from you

as an gentleman with few friends and no gf, your safe haven is crumbling away second by second

the relationship strains, only held together by unconditional love for the children and a reputation to preserve

but behind the scenes happiness has not been seen for a long long time

there is NOTHING you can do, other than to be a success story and give them the bragging rights that reinforce them that deicsion to stick it out was the correct one

@JudgeandJury

Love u man for this reply . Really helpful and motivating

 

[Entschuldigung]

Inject T ASAP

 

[Cutecel2001]

Inject T ASAP

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