I_Wont_Fall_Apart
Iron
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Most of you guys probably have no idea what true loneliness feels like. I’m talking hikikomori type loneliness — no friends whatsoever, only talking to my family occasionally, and of course no GF and very little interaction with women in general. Perhaps you may have had weeks like this, maybe even months. I’ve been dealing with this loneliness for over 4 years. It’s fucking brutal. I feel like my mental state is irreparably damaged.
I’ve wasted away most of my teen years, the years in which I should be experiencing some of the most precious moments of my life: beautiful friendships, teen love, etc. i’ve spent most of them wasting away in my basement doing nothing of value.
Perhaps the worst thing about all of it is actually moving past the loneliness and trying to reintegrate into society again. Getting into a social circle is basically impossible mode at my age jfl
I’ve wasted away most of my teen years, the years in which I should be experiencing some of the most precious moments of my life: beautiful friendships, teen love, etc. i’ve spent most of them wasting away in my basement doing nothing of value.
Perhaps the worst thing about all of it is actually moving past the loneliness and trying to reintegrate into society again. Getting into a social circle is basically impossible mode at my age jfl