HealthBrahhh
More nietzschean than Nietzsche
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I moved to a small coastal city with cleaner air, less pollution, and a healthier environment, but I feel extremely lonely. I only talk to one parent, with little social interaction at work or college. Most people here seem uninteresting or low-IQ, making it hard to form connections.
In my previous, more urban city, I had friends, more family, and a better social life. Now, I spend my time working 30 hours a week, attending college, gaming, and following a strict diet (raw meat, eggs, fruits). The move improved my health and testosterone, but I feel like I’m just existing, not living. Should I stay here or return to the bigger city for a better social life?
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I recently moved to a small coastal city surrounded by nature. The air is cleaner, there’s less pollution, and it’s a healthier environment overall. However, I feel extremely lonely. The only person I really talk to is one of my parents who lives here. Outside of brief interactions with their friends, people at work, and occasionally at college, I don’t have meaningful interactions. I find most of the people here uninteresting, unattractive, or low-iq, which makes it very hard to connect or form friendships.
Previously, I lived in a bigger city with less nature but a more urban lifestyle. I had friends, more family around, and my brother, so my social life was much better. Now, my days revolve around wageslaving at a physical, boring job around 30 hours a week, going to college 4 days a week, and then spending my free time on social media, gaming, and sticking to my diet (meat eggs fruits). It feels like I’m just coping because there’s nothing better to do. I don't rvrn work out anymore - I'm too much fatigued to do so without it literally making it impossible for me to have erections.
While the move helped me improve my health and raise my testosterone—after struggling with low levels in my previous city due to stress and bad circumstances—I still feel extremely lonely and don't even say time passing, im not even living at that point. Should I stay in this quieter, healthier place or go back to the bigger city where my social life was more fulfilling?
I moved to a small coastal city with cleaner air, less pollution, and a healthier environment, but I feel extremely lonely. I only talk to one parent, with little social interaction at work or college. Most people here seem uninteresting or low-IQ, making it hard to form connections.
In my previous, more urban city, I had friends, more family, and a better social life. Now, I spend my time working 30 hours a week, attending college, gaming, and following a strict diet (raw meat, eggs, fruits). The move improved my health and testosterone, but I feel like I’m just existing, not living. Should I stay here or return to the bigger city for a better social life?
Full text:
I recently moved to a small coastal city surrounded by nature. The air is cleaner, there’s less pollution, and it’s a healthier environment overall. However, I feel extremely lonely. The only person I really talk to is one of my parents who lives here. Outside of brief interactions with their friends, people at work, and occasionally at college, I don’t have meaningful interactions. I find most of the people here uninteresting, unattractive, or low-iq, which makes it very hard to connect or form friendships.
Previously, I lived in a bigger city with less nature but a more urban lifestyle. I had friends, more family around, and my brother, so my social life was much better. Now, my days revolve around wageslaving at a physical, boring job around 30 hours a week, going to college 4 days a week, and then spending my free time on social media, gaming, and sticking to my diet (meat eggs fruits). It feels like I’m just coping because there’s nothing better to do. I don't rvrn work out anymore - I'm too much fatigued to do so without it literally making it impossible for me to have erections.
While the move helped me improve my health and raise my testosterone—after struggling with low levels in my previous city due to stress and bad circumstances—I still feel extremely lonely and don't even say time passing, im not even living at that point. Should I stay in this quieter, healthier place or go back to the bigger city where my social life was more fulfilling?
