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fr4nk0808
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The loneliness gets unbearable every night. I genuinely regret my entire life and the person I've become and I can't change bc I'm not in control of who am anymore. I want to keep drinking to get my mind off everything but my autist brain just thinks "alcohol will bloat u!" And then I'll want to kill myself even more. And I can't trust myself with drugs bc ik ill be dead from the lack of self control. I just wish I could've been born normal into a good family with a decent face. I wish there were ppl that understand me to every extent. Just someone that can comfort me
