Ascend_forever
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Getting LTB’s and the beyond chubby chubsters with a godly amount of effort,fucking a women u are barelyyy attracted to is eating indian street vendor food when u starving.You belly is rumbling/hurting but you have gone without for sooo long you just have to have something.
Slaving to survive with debt in a little box house share.
Two friends who i never see.
Getting rich will take working 80 hr weeks whilst building my own business.
It’s actually fucked. To get “rich” 400k a year . Obviously working a super high stress 70 hr corporate job isnt the way. And even if it was you need a shit tonne of luck/connections and a high 120 iq /NT af mind to do so.The odds of getting rich before 30 when in really matters is overwhelmingly slim.
Bitches standards through the fucking roof along with constantly having to Mog other guys and her knowing she has alll the power. So you can never ever take your shoes off and will always just be a dog on lead.Never the man like chads
Male friends as well will feed you to wolves especially if they can get an opportunity to your female or climb the social hierarchy.So you can never trust a soul unironically.
Mainly everything is fucking fight dawg.Beyond tired like. I must be autistic and i think im average intelligence as my current standard of living reflects that.But how the fuck do other guys in my situation cope?
God forbid guys who have never felt a womens touch or with zero friends. Even coping with drinking and weed you still come back to reality. What just stay high and drunk 24/7? Rotting inside out?Doesnt take a genius to realize you are going to absolutely fucked with a few years with even more problems like a health and looking like shit and your brain degenerating.
Bro like im in the best shape of life before u ask 6’3 215lbs yada yada so im not just a skinny fat mf complaining. So there must be a very large problem that it overshadowing everything else.Likely autism tbh as to why i heavily struggle with relationships along with bring kinda ugly/medium ugly same shit
Ive being thinking about roping for yearsss since i was 17/18 . 25 now but i was like things MIGHT change in the future but thinly under that i was like damn im actually a loser , like im losing at the game of life. Fuck all friends… like people u hang out with a few times a week outside of school/ work. Hoes who just arent fucking with me really. A few lays every few months aint shit like u are still struggling. Shitty as warehouse jobs because im too high inhib for office work.
Ive faced so much negativity in my life that i need a fuck tonne of positive experiences to balance that out like being rich and the enjoyment that come with it . To even make life worth living. Anything less will just not be enough to fill the void.Probs still coping tbh. Like there are plenty of rich mfs who rope or on shit tonnes of antidepressants and sleeping pills just to get them out been and through the day.
But you get the age and level of awareness where ,along with BP.
“YOUR PRECONCEPTIONS ARE NEVER EVER WRONG YOU ARE JUST EARLY.”
So the more u try and gain wisdom and knowledge the clearer it is to see that your are fucked.Like Lily Phillips late on a Saturday night fucked.Your naive dreams and ambitions we just misguided arrogance.
My bday is just after summer and if by a miracle im not put it blankly a millionaire be it through OF,wtf is getting my cock out if i was going kms the next week anyway?or crypto pumps or some drop shipping bullshit Im not making it to Halloween or i will but as decoration.
Just speaking on my experience obviously other facts aswell which are beyound brutal but.
Only so much one man can take like the body can’t keep pushing and pushing and getting knocked down. Same as the mind .
TLDR: Depression rant tbh and yeah makes jokes or whatever i dont really care tbh hahaha like I just really dont care.
SIDENOTE - i have zero idea how mfs make it 40 odd without roping unironically actually the highest roping rates are divorced 40 y/0 men .But i mean the guys like me going on living for another 15 odd years.
Slaving to survive with debt in a little box house share.
Two friends who i never see.
Getting rich will take working 80 hr weeks whilst building my own business.
It’s actually fucked. To get “rich” 400k a year . Obviously working a super high stress 70 hr corporate job isnt the way. And even if it was you need a shit tonne of luck/connections and a high 120 iq /NT af mind to do so.The odds of getting rich before 30 when in really matters is overwhelmingly slim.
Bitches standards through the fucking roof along with constantly having to Mog other guys and her knowing she has alll the power. So you can never ever take your shoes off and will always just be a dog on lead.Never the man like chads
Male friends as well will feed you to wolves especially if they can get an opportunity to your female or climb the social hierarchy.So you can never trust a soul unironically.
Mainly everything is fucking fight dawg.Beyond tired like. I must be autistic and i think im average intelligence as my current standard of living reflects that.But how the fuck do other guys in my situation cope?
God forbid guys who have never felt a womens touch or with zero friends. Even coping with drinking and weed you still come back to reality. What just stay high and drunk 24/7? Rotting inside out?Doesnt take a genius to realize you are going to absolutely fucked with a few years with even more problems like a health and looking like shit and your brain degenerating.
Bro like im in the best shape of life before u ask 6’3 215lbs yada yada so im not just a skinny fat mf complaining. So there must be a very large problem that it overshadowing everything else.Likely autism tbh as to why i heavily struggle with relationships along with bring kinda ugly/medium ugly same shit
Ive being thinking about roping for yearsss since i was 17/18 . 25 now but i was like things MIGHT change in the future but thinly under that i was like damn im actually a loser , like im losing at the game of life. Fuck all friends… like people u hang out with a few times a week outside of school/ work. Hoes who just arent fucking with me really. A few lays every few months aint shit like u are still struggling. Shitty as warehouse jobs because im too high inhib for office work.
Ive faced so much negativity in my life that i need a fuck tonne of positive experiences to balance that out like being rich and the enjoyment that come with it . To even make life worth living. Anything less will just not be enough to fill the void.Probs still coping tbh. Like there are plenty of rich mfs who rope or on shit tonnes of antidepressants and sleeping pills just to get them out been and through the day.
But you get the age and level of awareness where ,along with BP.
“YOUR PRECONCEPTIONS ARE NEVER EVER WRONG YOU ARE JUST EARLY.”
So the more u try and gain wisdom and knowledge the clearer it is to see that your are fucked.Like Lily Phillips late on a Saturday night fucked.Your naive dreams and ambitions we just misguided arrogance.
My bday is just after summer and if by a miracle im not put it blankly a millionaire be it through OF,wtf is getting my cock out if i was going kms the next week anyway?or crypto pumps or some drop shipping bullshit Im not making it to Halloween or i will but as decoration.
Just speaking on my experience obviously other facts aswell which are beyound brutal but.
Only so much one man can take like the body can’t keep pushing and pushing and getting knocked down. Same as the mind .
TLDR: Depression rant tbh and yeah makes jokes or whatever i dont really care tbh hahaha like I just really dont care.
SIDENOTE - i have zero idea how mfs make it 40 odd without roping unironically actually the highest roping rates are divorced 40 y/0 men .But i mean the guys like me going on living for another 15 odd years.
