lonliness led to a ghost hugging me

[dipenhydramine]

today some shit happened and i ended up feeling sad

at some point it led to full crying dawg idk what hit me

and i hugged my pillow because i felt sad

and i think there was something there because it kept putting good warm thoughts in my head and it felt like it was hugging me back

and every time i thought of suicide the pillow would speak inside my head and tell me not to

and i kept apologizing to it

very strange experience

what actually happened

 

[dipenhydramine]

bump i want to know what happened high iqs get in here

 

[lastredeemer]

 

[superpsycho]

shxizo

 

[dipenhydramine]

shxizo

i feel like i am too self aware to be a schizo

 

[superpsycho]

i feel like i am too self aware to be a schizo

spoken like a true schizo

 

[dipenhydramine]

spoken like a true schizo

L ragebait bubba

 

[superpsycho]

L ragebait bubba

fope

 

[dipenhydramine]

fope

no mean words

 

[superpsycho]

no mean words

sorry

 

[dipenhydramine]

sorry

its ok we all make mistakes

 

[superpsycho]

its ok we all make mistakes

yay

 

[dipenhydramine]

yay

frends

 

[superpsycho]

frends

yay

 

[RXnd]

today some shit happened and i ended up feeling sad

at some point it led to full crying dawg idk what hit me

and i hugged my pillow because i felt sad

and i think there was something there because it kept putting good warm thoughts in my head and it felt like it was hugging me back

and every time i thought of suicide the pillow would speak inside my head and tell me not to

and i kept apologizing to it

very strange experience

what actually happened

I fire my gun near my head when I feel bad

 

[dipenhydramine]

I fire my gun near my head when I feel bad

if i had a gun id be gone by now

 

[RXnd]

if i had a gun id be gone by now

That’s good

Death would be awesome

 

[dipenhydramine]

That’s good

Death would be awesome

i am scared sometimes that there is an afterlife snd i did the wrong things

 

[RXnd]

i am scared sometimes that there is an afterlife snd i did the wrong things

Aliens

 

[dipenhydramine]

Aliens

as long as i get to be happy idc what it is

 

[RXnd]

as long as i get to be happy idc what it is

It will be worse then hell probably

 

[dipenhydramine]

It will be worse then hell probably

i think this could be hell because i sometimes doubt that other people are real because certain coincidences hapoen to me which i hate but i think everyone goes to own personal hell or heaven

 

[RXnd]

i think this could be hell because i sometimes doubt that other people are real because certain coincidences hapoen to me which i hate but i think everyone goes to own personal hell or heaven

We are in hell right now

 

[dipenhydramine]

We are in hell right now

likely