Looking back on my pathetic/failed attempts to socialize makes me cringe uncontrollably

[lacune]

Attempts to start convos in high school, uni, and beyond were all catastrophic failures.
It's like I'm legitimately completely unable to speak at all almost.

 

[Mouthbreath]

I did so many cringe things when I was younger, you wouldnt think it's humanly possible.

I was/am severly autistic with a completely deranged world view

 

[GazerGazer]

keep trying