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i dont have it anymore.....
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it saddens me that even the schizo is lost
VohnnyBoy
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**"Lookin back at it I don’t have it anymore.
And I didn’t even notice when it started to fade — just one day it was gone.
It didn’t leave with a bang, no fight, no final word.
It just... slipped out the back door while I was busy pretending everything was fine.
Funny how that happens. You think you’re holding on tight,
but somewhere along the way, your grip loosens and your mind drifts.
Maybe I thought it would wait for me — that it would be there when I was ready.
But life doesn’t really work like that, does it?
Now I keep replaying old moments like broken film reels.
Trying to spot the exact frame when it all started to unravel.
But it’s pointless. The past doesn’t answer questions, it just echoes them.
And all I’ve got left is the silence where it used to be."**
