looksmax/blackpill COMPLETELY ruined my life - my experience as a 16 year old [READ ALL]

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i stare at myself every day in the mirror and always get a wave of sadness and frustration pass over me. my sub-human eye area and lack of bone-mass makes me genuinely upset and angry.

there is a part of me that wants me to believe im somewhat attractive. I, incorrectly, have the opinion that im better looking than quite a few people at my school. i want to think i’m somewhat attractive and it’s reflected in the way i think and act but i am 100% not. im one of the people that i think im superior to.

i eat good and spend all my last money on supplements and softmax shit in the hopes that it will make me more attractive. i don’t even drink alcohol at 16. my friends go out and drink and pull girls while i stay at home and don’t drink thinking that it will somehow make me more attractive. i do everything i can and nothing works - minoxidil, primal diet, supplements, good sleep, thumbpulling, countless hours of research and reading up on theory.

it’s done nothing but make me hate myself more and live a far worse life. i don’t like looking people in the eyes because i fucking hate my eyes, i spend my whole days squinting which hurts my eyes and results in my family getting me prescribed eye drops. i lean on my face in school to cover my side profile. i cant take any compliments. i don’t like my photo being taken any more. when i walk past a mirror i don’t even look at my face.

girls call me ugly as a ‘joke’. i used to be called popeyes in school because of my eyes. a girl once told me my eyelids ‘were too big.’ i cried at like seven years old when i was trying to sleep because i ‘hated the way i looked’.

looksmax / blackpill does absolutely nothing. the advice just won’t work for a lot of people. the cringy people that say hardmax is the only way are right. my genetics are shit as much as i don’t want them to be.

i’ll never be attractive and i will always have a part of me that wants to think i am. another part of me will always know that im wrong. i guess i am just ugly as much as i don’t want to accept it.
 
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same but for me its more the fact that ive become overly aware of the superficiality of life and dating and i hate it all and i dont even feel like a girlfriend would even make me feel better atp. im so bitter and negative and i hate myself
 
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dnr

there's a huge difference between the blackpill and looksmaxxing
 
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i stare at myself every day in the mirror and always get a wave of sadness and frustration pass over me. my sub-human eye area and lack of bone-mass makes me genuinely upset and angry.

there is a part of me that wants me to believe im somewhat attractive. I, incorrectly, have the opinion that im better looking than quite a few people at my school. i want to think i’m somewhat attractive and it’s reflected in the way i think and act but i am 100% not. im one of the people that i think im superior to.

i eat good and spend all my last money on supplements and softmax shit in the hopes that it will make me more attractive. i don’t even drink alcohol at 16. my friends go out and drink and pull girls while i stay at home and don’t drink thinking that it will somehow make me more attractive. i do everything i can and nothing works - minoxidil, primal diet, supplements, good sleep, thumbpulling, countless hours of research and reading up on theory.

it’s done nothing but make me hate myself more and live a far worse life. i don’t like looking people in the eyes because i fucking hate my eyes, i spend my whole days squinting which hurts my eyes and results in my family getting me prescribed eye drops. i lean on my face in school to cover my side profile. i cant take any compliments. i don’t like my photo being taken any more. when i walk past a mirror i don’t even look at my face.

girls call me ugly as a ‘joke’. i used to be called popeyes in school because of my eyes. a girl once told me my eyelids ‘were too big.’ i cried at like seven years old when i was trying to sleep because i ‘hated the way i looked’.

looksmax / blackpill does absolutely nothing. the advice just won’t work for a lot of people. the cringy people that say hardmax is the only way are right. my genetics are shit as much as i don’t want them to be.

i’ll never be attractive and i will always have a part of me that wants to think i am. another part of me will always know that im wrong. i guess i am just ugly as much as i don’t want to accept it.
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dnr

there's a huge difference between the blackpill and looksmaxxing
im well aware. people refer to the bp community rather than the looksmax community. yk what i mean anyways
 
same but for me its more the fact that ive become overly aware of the superficiality of life and dating and i hate it all and i dont even feel like a girlfriend would even make me feel better atp. im so bitter and negative and i hate myself
i get that
 
i stare at myself every day in the mirror and always get a wave of sadness and frustration pass over me. my sub-human eye area and lack of bone-mass makes me genuinely upset and angry.

there is a part of me that wants me to believe im somewhat attractive. I, incorrectly, have the opinion that im better looking than quite a few people at my school. i want to think i’m somewhat attractive and it’s reflected in the way i think and act but i am 100% not. im one of the people that i think im superior to.

i eat good and spend all my last money on supplements and softmax shit in the hopes that it will make me more attractive. i don’t even drink alcohol at 16. my friends go out and drink and pull girls while i stay at home and don’t drink thinking that it will somehow make me more attractive. i do everything i can and nothing works - minoxidil, primal diet, supplements, good sleep, thumbpulling, countless hours of research and reading up on theory.

it’s done nothing but make me hate myself more and live a far worse life. i don’t like looking people in the eyes because i fucking hate my eyes, i spend my whole days squinting which hurts my eyes and results in my family getting me prescribed eye drops. i lean on my face in school to cover my side profile. i cant take any compliments. i don’t like my photo being taken any more. when i walk past a mirror i don’t even look at my face.

girls call me ugly as a ‘joke’. i used to be called popeyes in school because of my eyes. a girl once told me my eyelids ‘were too big.’ i cried at like seven years old when i was trying to sleep because i ‘hated the way i looked’.

looksmax / blackpill does absolutely nothing. the advice just won’t work for a lot of people. the cringy people that say hardmax is the only way are right. my genetics are shit as much as i don’t want them to be.

i’ll never be attractive and i will always have a part of me that wants to think i am. another part of me will always know that im wrong. i guess i am just ugly as much as i don’t want to accept it.
go outside and touch grass+dnr at all
 
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i stare at myself every day in the mirror and always get a wave of sadness and frustration pass over me. my sub-human eye area and lack of bone-mass makes me genuinely upset and angry.

there is a part of me that wants me to believe im somewhat attractive. I, incorrectly, have the opinion that im better looking than quite a few people at my school. i want to think i’m somewhat attractive and it’s reflected in the way i think and act but i am 100% not. im one of the people that i think im superior to.

i eat good and spend all my last money on supplements and softmax shit in the hopes that it will make me more attractive. i don’t even drink alcohol at 16. my friends go out and drink and pull girls while i stay at home and don’t drink thinking that it will somehow make me more attractive. i do everything i can and nothing works - minoxidil, primal diet, supplements, good sleep, thumbpulling, countless hours of research and reading up on theory.

it’s done nothing but make me hate myself more and live a far worse life. i don’t like looking people in the eyes because i fucking hate my eyes, i spend my whole days squinting which hurts my eyes and results in my family getting me prescribed eye drops. i lean on my face in school to cover my side profile. i cant take any compliments. i don’t like my photo being taken any more. when i walk past a mirror i don’t even look at my face.

girls call me ugly as a ‘joke’. i used to be called popeyes in school because of my eyes. a girl once told me my eyelids ‘were too big.’ i cried at like seven years old when i was trying to sleep because i ‘hated the way i looked’.

looksmax / blackpill does absolutely nothing. the advice just won’t work for a lot of people. the cringy people that say hardmax is the only way are right. my genetics are shit as much as i don’t want them to be.

i’ll never be attractive and i will always have a part of me that wants to think i am. another part of me will always know that im wrong. i guess i am just ugly as much as i don’t want to accept it.
dnr i dont feel like reading
 
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Stopped reading at "ruined my life at 16"
 
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i stare at myself every day in the mirror and always get a wave of sadness and frustration pass over me. my sub-human eye area and lack of bone-mass makes me genuinely upset and angry.

there is a part of me that wants me to believe im somewhat attractive. I, incorrectly, have the opinion that im better looking than quite a few people at my school. i want to think i’m somewhat attractive and it’s reflected in the way i think and act but i am 100% not. im one of the people that i think im superior to.

i eat good and spend all my last money on supplements and softmax shit in the hopes that it will make me more attractive. i don’t even drink alcohol at 16. my friends go out and drink and pull girls while i stay at home and don’t drink thinking that it will somehow make me more attractive. i do everything i can and nothing works - minoxidil, primal diet, supplements, good sleep, thumbpulling, countless hours of research and reading up on theory.

it’s done nothing but make me hate myself more and live a far worse life. i don’t like looking people in the eyes because i fucking hate my eyes, i spend my whole days squinting which hurts my eyes and results in my family getting me prescribed eye drops. i lean on my face in school to cover my side profile. i cant take any compliments. i don’t like my photo being taken any more. when i walk past a mirror i don’t even look at my face.

girls call me ugly as a ‘joke’. i used to be called popeyes in school because of my eyes. a girl once told me my eyelids ‘were too big.’ i cried at like seven years old when i was trying to sleep because i ‘hated the way i looked’.

looksmax / blackpill does absolutely nothing. the advice just won’t work for a lot of people. the cringy people that say hardmax is the only way are right. my genetics are shit as much as i don’t want them to be.

i’ll never be attractive and i will always have a part of me that wants to think i am. another part of me will always know that im wrong. i guess i am just ugly as much as i don’t want to accept it.
Boring, edgy shit.
 
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He's 15 and his entire life's over....
Brutal, 15 years old and decent looking & white, life is over.. time for the rope..
 
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Brutal, 15 years old and decent looking & white, life is over.. time for the rope..
Looksmax.org needs a yawn emoji.
 
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i stare at myself every day in the mirror and always get a wave of sadness and frustration pass over me. my sub-human eye area and lack of bone-mass makes me genuinely upset and angry.

there is a part of me that wants me to believe im somewhat attractive. I, incorrectly, have the opinion that im better looking than quite a few people at my school. i want to think i’m somewhat attractive and it’s reflected in the way i think and act but i am 100% not. im one of the people that i think im superior to.

i eat good and spend all my last money on supplements and softmax shit in the hopes that it will make me more attractive. i don’t even drink alcohol at 16. my friends go out and drink and pull girls while i stay at home and don’t drink thinking that it will somehow make me more attractive. i do everything i can and nothing works - minoxidil, primal diet, supplements, good sleep, thumbpulling, countless hours of research and reading up on theory.

it’s done nothing but make me hate myself more and live a far worse life. i don’t like looking people in the eyes because i fucking hate my eyes, i spend my whole days squinting which hurts my eyes and results in my family getting me prescribed eye drops. i lean on my face in school to cover my side profile. i cant take any compliments. i don’t like my photo being taken any more. when i walk past a mirror i don’t even look at my face.

girls call me ugly as a ‘joke’. i used to be called popeyes in school because of my eyes. a girl once told me my eyelids ‘were too big.’ i cried at like seven years old when i was trying to sleep because i ‘hated the way i looked’.

looksmax / blackpill does absolutely nothing. the advice just won’t work for a lot of people. the cringy people that say hardmax is the only way are right. my genetics are shit as much as i don’t want them to be.

i’ll never be attractive and i will always have a part of me that wants to think i am. another part of me will always know that im wrong. i guess i am just ugly as much as i don’t want to accept it.
just drink and party and shit bro its only a looksmin for a day,

if you genuinely want to ascend PM me I also have enormous eyes and I know how to fix them
 
i stare at myself every day in the mirror and always get a wave of sadness and frustration pass over me. my sub-human eye area and lack of bone-mass makes me genuinely upset and angry.

there is a part of me that wants me to believe im somewhat attractive. I, incorrectly, have the opinion that im better looking than quite a few people at my school. i want to think i’m somewhat attractive and it’s reflected in the way i think and act but i am 100% not. im one of the people that i think im superior to.

i eat good and spend all my last money on supplements and softmax shit in the hopes that it will make me more attractive. i don’t even drink alcohol at 16. my friends go out and drink and pull girls while i stay at home and don’t drink thinking that it will somehow make me more attractive. i do everything i can and nothing works - minoxidil, primal diet, supplements, good sleep, thumbpulling, countless hours of research and reading up on theory.

it’s done nothing but make me hate myself more and live a far worse life. i don’t like looking people in the eyes because i fucking hate my eyes, i spend my whole days squinting which hurts my eyes and results in my family getting me prescribed eye drops. i lean on my face in school to cover my side profile. i cant take any compliments. i don’t like my photo being taken any more. when i walk past a mirror i don’t even look at my face.

girls call me ugly as a ‘joke’. i used to be called popeyes in school because of my eyes. a girl once told me my eyelids ‘were too big.’ i cried at like seven years old when i was trying to sleep because i ‘hated the way i looked’.

looksmax / blackpill does absolutely nothing. the advice just won’t work for a lot of people. the cringy people that say hardmax is the only way are right. my genetics are shit as much as i don’t want them to be.

i’ll never be attractive and i will always have a part of me that wants to think i am. another part of me will always know that im wrong. i guess i am just ugly as much as i don’t want to accept it.
Don’t
i stare at myself every day in the mirror and always get a wave of sadness and frustration pass over me. my sub-human eye area and lack of bone-mass makes me genuinely upset and angry.

there is a part of me that wants me to believe im somewhat attractive. I, incorrectly, have the opinion that im better looking than quite a few people at my school. i want to think i’m somewhat attractive and it’s reflected in the way i think and act but i am 100% not. im one of the people that i think im superior to.

i eat good and spend all my last money on supplements and softmax shit in the hopes that it will make me more attractive. i don’t even drink alcohol at 16. my friends go out and drink and pull girls while i stay at home and don’t drink thinking that it will somehow make me more attractive. i do everything i can and nothing works - minoxidil, primal diet, supplements, good sleep, thumbpulling, countless hours of research and reading up on theory.

it’s done nothing but make me hate myself more and live a far worse life. i don’t like looking people in the eyes because i fucking hate my eyes, i spend my whole days squinting which hurts my eyes and results in my family getting me prescribed eye drops. i lean on my face in school to cover my side profile. i cant take any compliments. i don’t like my photo being taken any more. when i walk past a mirror i don’t even look at my face.

girls call me ugly as a ‘joke’. i used to be called popeyes in school because of my eyes. a girl once told me my eyelids ‘were too big.’ i cried at like seven years old when i was trying to sleep because i ‘hated the way i looked’.

looksmax / blackpill does absolutely nothing. the advice just won’t work for a lot of people. the cringy people that say hardmax is the only way are right. my genetics are shit as much as i don’t want them to be.

i’ll never be attractive and i will always have a part of me that wants to think i am. another part of me will always know that im wrong. i guess i am just ugly as much as i don’t want to accept it.
DNR stupid nigger
 
i stare at myself every day in the mirror and always get a wave of sadness and frustration pass over me. my sub-human eye area and lack of bone-mass makes me genuinely upset and angry.

there is a part of me that wants me to believe im somewhat attractive. I, incorrectly, have the opinion that im better looking than quite a few people at my school. i want to think i’m somewhat attractive and it’s reflected in the way i think and act but i am 100% not. im one of the people that i think im superior to.

i eat good and spend all my last money on supplements and softmax shit in the hopes that it will make me more attractive. i don’t even drink alcohol at 16. my friends go out and drink and pull girls while i stay at home and don’t drink thinking that it will somehow make me more attractive. i do everything i can and nothing works - minoxidil, primal diet, supplements, good sleep, thumbpulling, countless hours of research and reading up on theory.

it’s done nothing but make me hate myself more and live a far worse life. i don’t like looking people in the eyes because i fucking hate my eyes, i spend my whole days squinting which hurts my eyes and results in my family getting me prescribed eye drops. i lean on my face in school to cover my side profile. i cant take any compliments. i don’t like my photo being taken any more. when i walk past a mirror i don’t even look at my face.

girls call me ugly as a ‘joke’. i used to be called popeyes in school because of my eyes. a girl once told me my eyelids ‘were too big.’ i cried at like seven years old when i was trying to sleep because i ‘hated the way i looked’.

looksmax / blackpill does absolutely nothing. the advice just won’t work for a lot of people. the cringy people that say hardmax is the only way are right. my genetics are shit as much as i don’t want them to be.

i’ll never be attractive and i will always have a part of me that wants to think i am. another part of me will always know that im wrong. i guess i am just ugly as much as i don’t want to accept it.
too relatable
 
saw your face this is genuinely a your not NT issue, blame yourself not your genes retard
 
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i stare at myself every day in the mirror and always get a wave of sadness and frustration pass over me. my sub-human eye area and lack of bone-mass makes me genuinely upset and angry.

there is a part of me that wants me to believe im somewhat attractive. I, incorrectly, have the opinion that im better looking than quite a few people at my school. i want to think i’m somewhat attractive and it’s reflected in the way i think and act but i am 100% not. im one of the people that i think im superior to.

i eat good and spend all my last money on supplements and softmax shit in the hopes that it will make me more attractive. i don’t even drink alcohol at 16. my friends go out and drink and pull girls while i stay at home and don’t drink thinking that it will somehow make me more attractive. i do everything i can and nothing works - minoxidil, primal diet, supplements, good sleep, thumbpulling, countless hours of research and reading up on theory.

it’s done nothing but make me hate myself more and live a far worse life. i don’t like looking people in the eyes because i fucking hate my eyes, i spend my whole days squinting which hurts my eyes and results in my family getting me prescribed eye drops. i lean on my face in school to cover my side profile. i cant take any compliments. i don’t like my photo being taken any more. when i walk past a mirror i don’t even look at my face.

girls call me ugly as a ‘joke’. i used to be called popeyes in school because of my eyes. a girl once told me my eyelids ‘were too big.’ i cried at like seven years old when i was trying to sleep because i ‘hated the way i looked’.

looksmax / blackpill does absolutely nothing. the advice just won’t work for a lot of people. the cringy people that say hardmax is the only way are right. my genetics are shit as much as i don’t want them to be.

i’ll never be attractive and i will always have a part of me that wants to think i am. another part of me will always know that im wrong. i guess i am just ugly as much as i don’t want to accept it.
Why hate yourself over something you cannot control? Do not blame the player but the game instead.
 
i stare at myself every day in the mirror and always get a wave of sadness and frustration pass over me. my sub-human eye area and lack of bone-mass makes me genuinely upset and angry.

there is a part of me that wants me to believe im somewhat attractive. I, incorrectly, have the opinion that im better looking than quite a few people at my school. i want to think i’m somewhat attractive and it’s reflected in the way i think and act but i am 100% not. im one of the people that i think im superior to.

i eat good and spend all my last money on supplements and softmax shit in the hopes that it will make me more attractive. i don’t even drink alcohol at 16. my friends go out and drink and pull girls while i stay at home and don’t drink thinking that it will somehow make me more attractive. i do everything i can and nothing works - minoxidil, primal diet, supplements, good sleep, thumbpulling, countless hours of research and reading up on theory.

it’s done nothing but make me hate myself more and live a far worse life. i don’t like looking people in the eyes because i fucking hate my eyes, i spend my whole days squinting which hurts my eyes and results in my family getting me prescribed eye drops. i lean on my face in school to cover my side profile. i cant take any compliments. i don’t like my photo being taken any more. when i walk past a mirror i don’t even look at my face.

girls call me ugly as a ‘joke’. i used to be called popeyes in school because of my eyes. a girl once told me my eyelids ‘were too big.’ i cried at like seven years old when i was trying to sleep because i ‘hated the way i looked’.

looksmax / blackpill does absolutely nothing. the advice just won’t work for a lot of people. the cringy people that say hardmax is the only way are right. my genetics are shit as much as i don’t want them to be.

i’ll never be attractive and i will always have a part of me that wants to think i am. another part of me will always know that im wrong. i guess i am just ugly as much as i don’t want to accept it.
same bro.. except i havent really softmaxxed or anything bc im to scared of my parents or friends noticing my changes even if its for the better, it just feels so weird...
 
i stare at myself every day in the mirror and always get a wave of sadness and frustration pass over me. my sub-human eye area and lack of bone-mass makes me genuinely upset and angry.

there is a part of me that wants me to believe im somewhat attractive. I, incorrectly, have the opinion that im better looking than quite a few people at my school. i want to think i’m somewhat attractive and it’s reflected in the way i think and act but i am 100% not. im one of the people that i think im superior to.

i eat good and spend all my last money on supplements and softmax shit in the hopes that it will make me more attractive. i don’t even drink alcohol at 16. my friends go out and drink and pull girls while i stay at home and don’t drink thinking that it will somehow make me more attractive. i do everything i can and nothing works - minoxidil, primal diet, supplements, good sleep, thumbpulling, countless hours of research and reading up on theory.

it’s done nothing but make me hate myself more and live a far worse life. i don’t like looking people in the eyes because i fucking hate my eyes, i spend my whole days squinting which hurts my eyes and results in my family getting me prescribed eye drops. i lean on my face in school to cover my side profile. i cant take any compliments. i don’t like my photo being taken any more. when i walk past a mirror i don’t even look at my face.

girls call me ugly as a ‘joke’. i used to be called popeyes in school because of my eyes. a girl once told me my eyelids ‘were too big.’ i cried at like seven years old when i was trying to sleep because i ‘hated the way i looked’.

looksmax / blackpill does absolutely nothing. the advice just won’t work for a lot of people. the cringy people that say hardmax is the only way are right. my genetics are shit as much as i don’t want them to be.

i’ll never be attractive and i will always have a part of me that wants to think i am. another part of me will always know that im wrong. i guess i am just ugly as much as i don’t want to accept it.
positiv mindest is important.... never lose that. And sorry for saying this but there is some form of basics (yoour bone structure) u js gotta have from your genetics
 

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