MulattoMTN
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- Jan 8, 2025
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It's incredible how autistic this forum can be (me included) when it comes to our perspectives on people. I've rated people MTN and HTN, that objectively would be incredibly striking in public compared to a truly average person. After being outside a decent amount, I've realized that the vast majority of people are either overweight, obsessed, have shit acne, terrible harmony, bad eye areas and low bone mass. I've seen these people slay have LTR's and live life completely fine and oblivious of their looks. Part of me wishes I could live with this naivety.
I've also seen moggers with crazy potential who don't dress well, barely go outside not slay at all.
NT is law bro.
As for me, just within the past month I've been called beautiful by women, told I should model, called majestic, handsome by random people. I've been approached by foids a couple times over the past couple months/year but it never feels like enough. It literally feels like each little piece of validation keeps me hanging on by a thread to my destroyed self-concept. Especially when rated MTN/HTN on forums, it's hard to keep a steady head. Even my last relationship with a HTB who approached me first and pursued me feels like nothing. I need more and more and more.
I don't think any level of looks will ever fix your mental health. The only way to be at peace with your looks I believe is to truly build your self concept and rewire your brain. Like think about how often it is to see chads who are crazy insecure about themselves. And I feel this reflects in your life in every way. The Baader–Meinhof phenomenon is an example of this, and gets into the rabbit hole of quantum physics and the link between this and esoteric belief systems (manifestation, law of attraction) and religion. The mind is the key to everything.
But at the same time, there's still room to ascend. I can't ever stop improving, but there has to be a way to enjoy the journey, to fall in love with improving myself in every way. Moral of the story is; idfk I'm just yapping and venting about my current experiences. Hopefuly as I ascend I can start to enjoy this journey more and not be trapped in these mental prisons. Hope there's some like minded people here who want to improve like I do, without the autism, negativity, and pessimism of this forum, solely here to ascend, improve and lifemaxx. Feel free to shoot me a DM or reach out.
I've also seen moggers with crazy potential who don't dress well, barely go outside not slay at all.
NT is law bro.
As for me, just within the past month I've been called beautiful by women, told I should model, called majestic, handsome by random people. I've been approached by foids a couple times over the past couple months/year but it never feels like enough. It literally feels like each little piece of validation keeps me hanging on by a thread to my destroyed self-concept. Especially when rated MTN/HTN on forums, it's hard to keep a steady head. Even my last relationship with a HTB who approached me first and pursued me feels like nothing. I need more and more and more.
I don't think any level of looks will ever fix your mental health. The only way to be at peace with your looks I believe is to truly build your self concept and rewire your brain. Like think about how often it is to see chads who are crazy insecure about themselves. And I feel this reflects in your life in every way. The Baader–Meinhof phenomenon is an example of this, and gets into the rabbit hole of quantum physics and the link between this and esoteric belief systems (manifestation, law of attraction) and religion. The mind is the key to everything.
But at the same time, there's still room to ascend. I can't ever stop improving, but there has to be a way to enjoy the journey, to fall in love with improving myself in every way. Moral of the story is; idfk I'm just yapping and venting about my current experiences. Hopefuly as I ascend I can start to enjoy this journey more and not be trapped in these mental prisons. Hope there's some like minded people here who want to improve like I do, without the autism, negativity, and pessimism of this forum, solely here to ascend, improve and lifemaxx. Feel free to shoot me a DM or reach out.
