BlackpilledAF
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So, after several years of hardcore looksmaxxing and not sparing a dollar to improve my looks, I've gotten laid with two girls in the time 2 years. I consider it as a big fluke, and I had to do lots of effort just to get laid with average 5/10 chicks.
On the other hand, I became friends with a Chad at work, because we both like to smoke weed. Hanging out for a week with this chad has been major suicidefuel for me, and made me question how useful "looksmaxxing" is.
Even with looksmax, i'm still an ugly person and naturally unappealing. Chad however, makes friends in an instant, and gets soooo many propositions from people for doing something social with them. Be it hanging out, going for drinks, going to introduce him to new people, etc.
People will go out of their way to please a good looking person, while the ugly person is treated with an innate sense of disgust.
All this, and I didn't even get yet to how Chad gets hit on by sexy chicks, something that never happens with an ugly person like me.
TBH I'm very depressed right now. I feel like I'm fighting and giving it my absolute best, yet still fail. As I'm getting older (33 years old soon), I feel already like an oldcel who will never ever live a normal life. It's over. It never began.
On the other hand, I became friends with a Chad at work, because we both like to smoke weed. Hanging out for a week with this chad has been major suicidefuel for me, and made me question how useful "looksmaxxing" is.
Even with looksmax, i'm still an ugly person and naturally unappealing. Chad however, makes friends in an instant, and gets soooo many propositions from people for doing something social with them. Be it hanging out, going for drinks, going to introduce him to new people, etc.
People will go out of their way to please a good looking person, while the ugly person is treated with an innate sense of disgust.
All this, and I didn't even get yet to how Chad gets hit on by sexy chicks, something that never happens with an ugly person like me.
TBH I'm very depressed right now. I feel like I'm fighting and giving it my absolute best, yet still fail. As I'm getting older (33 years old soon), I feel already like an oldcel who will never ever live a normal life. It's over. It never began.