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grefe21
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This is basically a summary of my teenage years and how the events that happened through the years made me discover this goofy site.
So when I was 13 I started liking girls. Tried to "ask out" a bunch. But with the social skills of my gamer self ofc I didn't catch any girl. Oh and I was just 5ft lmao. I would go crying home when a girl wouldn't want to be with me, buy some chocolates and watch porn home. Then felt empty and played video games.
This continued with several girls until about 14.5 ish. Started being friends with 2 girls and got to experience female nature at it's finest. At the time I really liked spending time with them , brainwashed by feminist bs about women being the same as men. And I actually believed most men were assholes , despite seeing how judgemental(indirectly or directly) , most women are. And how boring. You have to entertain them. They just simply exist. They have no life experience. They have problems and won't put any effort to fix them. Anyway after some time they integrated into a group of older ppl(there were a few above average looking guys there so that's why). They started ignoring me/saying they just want to go out only the 2 of them , without me , because they wanna talk about girl stuff. Yeah , bs.
In 2021 I was 15.5 years old , I was a fat 5'5 dog who played all day or watched youtube. In autumn , my father died of covid and a voice in my head said to make my father proud somehow. He was a very hard working person and I was nowhere near his level of dedication. He was working all day to take care of my family.
Anyway I guess the youtube algorithm guessed that my father died and recommended Hamza to me , when was 40k subscriber bozo and actually made good content. Watched him for a month and started doing calisthenics at home. 2 months later I started programming.
After 6 months of working on myself I started again I decided to have more respect for myself. I was one of those boys who remained friends with girls despite them rejecting me , and I was used as emotional baggage. I cut them out , I started acting like an asshole. Especially when one sent me an image of her kissing with 6'4 ltn and her describing how she's unsure if he's loyal. I just said why should I care.
Anyway after another 6 months I went out with a girl , a MTN with a very good ass. Went out with her for 2 months , and the reason I got rejected is because I didn't have the courage to kiss her.
After another 6 months a friend's friend who was a girl spotted me , she thought I was cute , I thought she was cute too. We dated for 9 months , I lost my virginity to her , very good girl , we are still friends with benefits. But the reason we broke up is because I didn't really message her anymore. She always initiated contact , but I started giving less interesting replies because , well , I started liking life. I like my gym results. I started being religious. I started actually feeling pretty good with my programming skills. I liked life. I had a lot of guy friends and had fun. Pussy wasn't on my mind. Maybe if she could be in my bed , but I still live with my mom.
The thing is , if you actually have friends , a hobby , a fucking purpose and you are not a fat slob , pussy should be just a bonus. And y'all praise tall chads for fucking girls , when they contribute nothing to society , to their friend groups , they are uninteresting. They are just fucking machines , most of them. But they bring no value.
So just looksmax and have a something to do with your time.
So when I was 13 I started liking girls. Tried to "ask out" a bunch. But with the social skills of my gamer self ofc I didn't catch any girl. Oh and I was just 5ft lmao. I would go crying home when a girl wouldn't want to be with me, buy some chocolates and watch porn home. Then felt empty and played video games.
This continued with several girls until about 14.5 ish. Started being friends with 2 girls and got to experience female nature at it's finest. At the time I really liked spending time with them , brainwashed by feminist bs about women being the same as men. And I actually believed most men were assholes , despite seeing how judgemental(indirectly or directly) , most women are. And how boring. You have to entertain them. They just simply exist. They have no life experience. They have problems and won't put any effort to fix them. Anyway after some time they integrated into a group of older ppl(there were a few above average looking guys there so that's why). They started ignoring me/saying they just want to go out only the 2 of them , without me , because they wanna talk about girl stuff. Yeah , bs.
In 2021 I was 15.5 years old , I was a fat 5'5 dog who played all day or watched youtube. In autumn , my father died of covid and a voice in my head said to make my father proud somehow. He was a very hard working person and I was nowhere near his level of dedication. He was working all day to take care of my family.
Anyway I guess the youtube algorithm guessed that my father died and recommended Hamza to me , when was 40k subscriber bozo and actually made good content. Watched him for a month and started doing calisthenics at home. 2 months later I started programming.
After 6 months of working on myself I started again I decided to have more respect for myself. I was one of those boys who remained friends with girls despite them rejecting me , and I was used as emotional baggage. I cut them out , I started acting like an asshole. Especially when one sent me an image of her kissing with 6'4 ltn and her describing how she's unsure if he's loyal. I just said why should I care.
Anyway after another 6 months I went out with a girl , a MTN with a very good ass. Went out with her for 2 months , and the reason I got rejected is because I didn't have the courage to kiss her.
After another 6 months a friend's friend who was a girl spotted me , she thought I was cute , I thought she was cute too. We dated for 9 months , I lost my virginity to her , very good girl , we are still friends with benefits. But the reason we broke up is because I didn't really message her anymore. She always initiated contact , but I started giving less interesting replies because , well , I started liking life. I like my gym results. I started being religious. I started actually feeling pretty good with my programming skills. I liked life. I had a lot of guy friends and had fun. Pussy wasn't on my mind. Maybe if she could be in my bed , but I still live with my mom.
The thing is , if you actually have friends , a hobby , a fucking purpose and you are not a fat slob , pussy should be just a bonus. And y'all praise tall chads for fucking girls , when they contribute nothing to society , to their friend groups , they are uninteresting. They are just fucking machines , most of them. But they bring no value.
So just looksmax and have a something to do with your time.