
BastiHgh
| Anti Repfarmin
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Kinda weird realization lately — the better I look, the worse my self-image gets.
Before maxxing I didn’t even think about my face that much. Now every mirror, photo, lighting angle feels like a test. I notice every flaw, asymmetry, bad hair day, etc.
Like yeah, I get more attention and feel more confident in social stuff… but mentally it’s almost worse. It’s like you become hyperaware of your looks once you start caring.
Anyone else feel like the more you “improve,” the less satisfied you actually get?
Feels like there’s no endgame — just a new level of insecurity each time.
Before maxxing I didn’t even think about my face that much. Now every mirror, photo, lighting angle feels like a test. I notice every flaw, asymmetry, bad hair day, etc.
Like yeah, I get more attention and feel more confident in social stuff… but mentally it’s almost worse. It’s like you become hyperaware of your looks once you start caring.
Anyone else feel like the more you “improve,” the less satisfied you actually get?
Feels like there’s no endgame — just a new level of insecurity each time.