mandible0807
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I found out about looksmaxxing about a year ago and my life hasnt been the same since, all ts has helped me improve my looks but i have never felt worse ever in my life. There is not a day that goes by without thinking about all this and how i still dont look good enough and how i need to save money for surgery. Everytime i go outside and see someone that looks better then me i just wanna dissapear. Everytime a classmate says something negative about how i look it shatters me to my core. I want ts to end, i feel like the only way that i can ever truly be happy is by ascending, i just wish i could go back in time so i could feel true hapiness again. I ask myself everyday "was it worth it doing so much research on looks knowing your mental health would never be the same" and the anser is no, no it wasnt worth it, yes i look slightly better, yes i will keep looking better and better, but i wouldnt wish all this on my worst enemy, there is no end to any of this, even after ascending, you will always remember these times, and you will always have the permanent health damage from all the things u pinned, i want it to be over, i wish i never found out about looksmaxxing, i wish i could have 1 normal day without thinking about looks, i wish i could look in the mirror and not having my day ruined instantly, i wish i could look at people and not over analyse every sing one of their facial features, i wish i could forget all about this, i wish i could talk to someone about this but there is nobody who will ever understand me, they all laugh when i say im sad because i dont like the way i look, they all hate on looksmaxxing but they dont know what i go through, its so over
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