LOST OPPORTUNITY OF FINDING TEENAGE LOVE

[RODER]

Gonna turn 20 this year
unc ,
i have faced rejection my entire life
starting from 2nd grade tbh
i thought it would get better, it didn't
it never DID
the whore i asked out 4 years ago is going around running her mouth saying she rejected me 10 times
and people might believe it ionno
i did get slays, but it was platonic and left me lonely after
all I wanted in the past 8 years was a girlfriend.
nothing sexual but to truly experience how it feels to know the person u like likes u back.
even now hypothetically say I ascend and get a girl, hyoergamous foids with fakeup gonna have double digit body count and the connection just wouldn't be there
And how do I cope
i wish I really wish
i was a redpilled gymcel atleast I could cope and have something to go for
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but nothing ever happens right
i ldar when all of my friends go out to party with their beckies

btw
what drugs to cope with?

 

[Deskici]

deadass there has to be something i can use as cope, do you have any ideas ? not that i had the same experience, but definitely is somewhat close to rejection

 

[jxded]

even though teenage love is special, it also doesn’t usually end up in anything meaningful. I had it for 6 months, best feeling of my life, lost my virginity, then it was over and bc it was my first relationship I cried a lot because for some reason I’m emotional (didn’t know that) but it always ends anyways, you’ll have other chances at love

 

[MoggedSubhuman]

what drugs to cope with?

I use arsenic. It's the strong stuff, it's crazy

 

[GoErOnFoids]

Daamnn shit is fucked up

 

[lemonnz]

Idk dude I thought I had it but it ended out of nowhere and now I know all girls are heartless whores