love and happiness don’t exist

[Deleted member]

this shit so painful

 

[Deleted member 20519]

Only exist for chads

 

[6ft4]

happiness is something experienced by children, GigaChads and women when they get fucked by GigaChads
once you are no longer a child, the peak of your life is over unless your genetic quality is Chad enough to effortlessly pass on your genes and give more beings the gift of experiencing childhood

 

[Jade]

happiness is something experienced by children, GigaChads and women when they get fucked by GigaChads
once you are no longer a child, the peak of your life is over unless your genetic quality is Chad enough to effortlessly pass on your genes and give more beings the gift of experiencing childhood

I see your point and I agree with a lot of it. Would I sound like an idiot if I tell you that I do experience happiness often? Not daily, but often.

 

[6ft4]

I see your point and I agree with a lot of it. Would I sound like an idiot if I tell you that I do experience happiness often? Not daily, but often.

I can see that being the case, I think money would have a lot to do with it and letting go of needed validation from women
I had a few minor tastes of happiness but it was always restricted by knowing I have a deformity and knowing my experiences would be much different if that deformity wasn't there
Also when I would go to events that should've been a time to let go of worries all I could think about was how I cannot stand being another face in the crowd nobody and how badly I needed money and how much more respect I'd get if I had status
When I got with girls I had no money, when my crypto portfolio popped off and I had money I had no girls
When I took off my shirt for the first time at a festival I felt happy but still was thinking about how much happier I would've been with an extra year of gains, I then developed keloid scarring and never got to take my shirt off again despite having attained the body I wanted

Happiness is something I just strive to get closer and closer to but will probably never reach
As soon as I get my facial deformity fixed I will probably look in the mirror to see my collagen has depleted rapidly in the past months and when I approach girls they will no longer treat me like I'm young
As soon as I fill one bucket of happiness another one empties

 

[Vain786]

True

 

[Jade]

I can see that being the case, I think money would have a lot to do with it and letting go of needed validation from women
I had a few minor tastes of happiness but it was always restricted by knowing I have a deformity and knowing my experiences would be much different if that deformity wasn't there
Also when I would go to events that should've been a time to let go of worries all I could think about was how I cannot stand being another face in the crowd nobody and how badly I needed money and how much more respect I'd get if I had status
When I got with girls I had no money, when my crypto portfolio popped off and I had money I had no girls
When I took off my shirt for the first time at a festival I felt happy but still was thinking about how much happier I would've been with an extra year of gains, I then developed keloid scarring and never got to take my shirt off again despite having attained the body I wanted

Happiness is something I just strive to get closer and closer to but will probably never reach
As soon as I get my facial deformity fixed I will probably look in the mirror to see my collagen has depleted rapidly in the past months and when I approach girls they will no longer treat me like I'm young
As soon as I fill one bucket of happiness another one empties

Sadly, you are correct about a lot of this. TIME IS A MOTHER FUCKER.

We all need to make decisions and make mistakes as soon as possible to amend them, move on, and be better.

The younger you are, the better it is. Your situation is a bit different because you do have a legit (deformity), but realize that even after you fix it, there will always be something new, and TIME will never stop for you or anyone else.

Have fun through your surgery, and enjoy trying new things. Make a lot of mistakes and laugh at them.