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Intro
I had sublingually administered my first dose of mk-677 for the day which had spiked my appetite, forcing me to go school for lunch (no food at home). I get there at the start of lunch and bought 2 servings of rice + 4 drumsticks. I always sit down at the same place however, today my table was filled with sheboons so I migrated to a different table with no one on it.
Attack Begins
I'm on my second meal when a 6'0 frammogger nigfoid sits at my table and initiates convo. The best way to describe her behaviour is as if she was on an iv of the purest coke. I've never seen someone so energetic and social. She was the complete polar opposite of me. Her inhib was low to the point where she came off as mentally handicapped despite being witty and more articulate than anyone I have seen at this 'school'. This completely overwhelmed and caused immense anxiety. My cortisol was probably the highest it had ever been. I just wanted her to leave me alone but didn't want to sound rude. It was torture in the purest form. I never ever speak to anyone my age because I'm completely asocial so this sudden attack ended up putting me into anaphylactic shock.
Counter Attack
Despite being on the verge of defeat at this point, I powered up and used the classic high inhib one word, muttered, emotionless response's. This was pretty effective and lead to temporary awkward silence. She retaliated using a move I hadn't seen in a while, asking questions which required more than 1 word to answer. At this point, I was practically forced to engage in proper conversation. This was ultimate defeat, I was stumbling on my words as my mind went blank in terms of what to say. Her attacks had taken a toll on my basic motor functions. I was visibly uncomfortable so she said 'I can leave if I'm bothering you'. I was trying to say yes but the words that came out were 'no it's fine'. The awkward silence returned leading her to say 'ok, I'll let you eat now', she just sat there and talked to other girls from across the canteen. I'll admit she made some good jokes (example: friend calls her over, her response was 'these filthy blacks are trying to steal our time together'). It's funny and all but I just think I lost the ability to socialise, I couldn't even force a laugh. I haven't had a friendly conversation irl for over a year now. The concept has become foreign to me, especially with her being a girl. I don't think my facial expression or tone changed during our whole conversation. Eventually she said I need to get my phone then left the table.
Note: I'm almost certain she was payed off by the school to talk to me because I am always alone. This is the schools second attempt at trying to force the coons at my school to become friends with me. It will never work. Not that I would be interested in being friends with anyone at this school but even if I was, it would be a stupid idea because I want the minimum amount of humans possible to know that I've gotten surgery.
To clarify, I'm not attracted to her in anyway.
Verdict
Who do you guys think won this battle? High inhib (me) or, low inhib (nigfoid)?
I had sublingually administered my first dose of mk-677 for the day which had spiked my appetite, forcing me to go school for lunch (no food at home). I get there at the start of lunch and bought 2 servings of rice + 4 drumsticks. I always sit down at the same place however, today my table was filled with sheboons so I migrated to a different table with no one on it.
Attack Begins
I'm on my second meal when a 6'0 frammogger nigfoid sits at my table and initiates convo. The best way to describe her behaviour is as if she was on an iv of the purest coke. I've never seen someone so energetic and social. She was the complete polar opposite of me. Her inhib was low to the point where she came off as mentally handicapped despite being witty and more articulate than anyone I have seen at this 'school'. This completely overwhelmed and caused immense anxiety. My cortisol was probably the highest it had ever been. I just wanted her to leave me alone but didn't want to sound rude. It was torture in the purest form. I never ever speak to anyone my age because I'm completely asocial so this sudden attack ended up putting me into anaphylactic shock.
Counter Attack
Despite being on the verge of defeat at this point, I powered up and used the classic high inhib one word, muttered, emotionless response's. This was pretty effective and lead to temporary awkward silence. She retaliated using a move I hadn't seen in a while, asking questions which required more than 1 word to answer. At this point, I was practically forced to engage in proper conversation. This was ultimate defeat, I was stumbling on my words as my mind went blank in terms of what to say. Her attacks had taken a toll on my basic motor functions. I was visibly uncomfortable so she said 'I can leave if I'm bothering you'. I was trying to say yes but the words that came out were 'no it's fine'. The awkward silence returned leading her to say 'ok, I'll let you eat now', she just sat there and talked to other girls from across the canteen. I'll admit she made some good jokes (example: friend calls her over, her response was 'these filthy blacks are trying to steal our time together'). It's funny and all but I just think I lost the ability to socialise, I couldn't even force a laugh. I haven't had a friendly conversation irl for over a year now. The concept has become foreign to me, especially with her being a girl. I don't think my facial expression or tone changed during our whole conversation. Eventually she said I need to get my phone then left the table.
Note: I'm almost certain she was payed off by the school to talk to me because I am always alone. This is the schools second attempt at trying to force the coons at my school to become friends with me. It will never work. Not that I would be interested in being friends with anyone at this school but even if I was, it would be a stupid idea because I want the minimum amount of humans possible to know that I've gotten surgery.
To clarify, I'm not attracted to her in anyway.
Verdict
Who do you guys think won this battle? High inhib (me) or, low inhib (nigfoid)?
. But nigfoid won and you lost unfortunately because you exposed yourself as antisocial and awkward, whereas she presented herself as extroverted. She might tell everyone you’re very awkward while you have nothing to tell to anyone about her.
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