CopingGymcelTrajan
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So I quit .org for quite a while, tried focusing on other things to feel better about myself. It worked for a time. Until recently, of course.
I really liked this mtb, same interests, personalities matched, we could talk for hours, and best of all she didn’t seem to judge me based on my looks. (Which is the second time it happens when it comes to girls.) And she was also shorter than me. (which happens EXTREMELY rarely because I’m a 165cm fucking manlet.)
She broke up with her ex a few days before I texted her the first time, I had my eye on her for about two or three months before that. She was and still sort of is, cute in my eyes. (although only physically now. I feel nothing for her anymore except the sting on my pride.)
We talked for about a month and a half, and then I asked her out on a date. She actually said yes, which unloaded a ginormous amount of dopamine in my stupid fucking incel brain. I tried being a nice guy, bought her a CD of In Rainbows (we both liked Radiohead) and I wrote her a short poem. I also put a toy car and some snacks in there for her little brother.
We went out to a cafe that serves alcohol to minors. (I needed something to calm my nerves.) We talked for a while and I drank quite a bit, so I let some stuff spill. Family problems, some homicidal thoughts I had a while ago, that kinda shit that made me look like a psychotic serial killer or something.
She got dry after we went out, and we stopped talking after 3 days. Just 6 days later, she was back with her ex. (which she supposedly hated.) Worst part? That motherfucker is literally a sub3 bro, I mean absolutely DEFORMED. I’m atleast lltn-ltn but that guy is genuinely chopped cheese. Except for the fact that he’s taller than me. (A head or so taller so probably 15-20cm taller than me.) So I basically got heightmogged by a guy that looks like he evolved from a pile of caveman shit.
And then comes the dilemma: Did I genuinely just creep her out, or was she using me to try and get over that guy?
Also, they broke up a week ago and I’m wondering if I should text her and try to get her back. (Probably a cuck move)
I really liked this mtb, same interests, personalities matched, we could talk for hours, and best of all she didn’t seem to judge me based on my looks. (Which is the second time it happens when it comes to girls.) And she was also shorter than me. (which happens EXTREMELY rarely because I’m a 165cm fucking manlet.)
She broke up with her ex a few days before I texted her the first time, I had my eye on her for about two or three months before that. She was and still sort of is, cute in my eyes. (although only physically now. I feel nothing for her anymore except the sting on my pride.)
We talked for about a month and a half, and then I asked her out on a date. She actually said yes, which unloaded a ginormous amount of dopamine in my stupid fucking incel brain. I tried being a nice guy, bought her a CD of In Rainbows (we both liked Radiohead) and I wrote her a short poem. I also put a toy car and some snacks in there for her little brother.
We went out to a cafe that serves alcohol to minors. (I needed something to calm my nerves.) We talked for a while and I drank quite a bit, so I let some stuff spill. Family problems, some homicidal thoughts I had a while ago, that kinda shit that made me look like a psychotic serial killer or something.
She got dry after we went out, and we stopped talking after 3 days. Just 6 days later, she was back with her ex. (which she supposedly hated.) Worst part? That motherfucker is literally a sub3 bro, I mean absolutely DEFORMED. I’m atleast lltn-ltn but that guy is genuinely chopped cheese. Except for the fact that he’s taller than me. (A head or so taller so probably 15-20cm taller than me.) So I basically got heightmogged by a guy that looks like he evolved from a pile of caveman shit.
And then comes the dilemma: Did I genuinely just creep her out, or was she using me to try and get over that guy?
Also, they broke up a week ago and I’m wondering if I should text her and try to get her back. (Probably a cuck move)