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Last year in June, I got introduced to marijuana. I smoked it for the first time and got very very high. It was strong with high THC content. And that time I felt so connected to nature and to my emotions that I thought I had discovered something really wonderful. Well, since then I searched about it and learned that it's safer than alcohol and cigarettes. I got interested in the idea of expanding my consciousness and live life to the fullest. So I typed "Does cannabis increase consciousness?" and there as I was reading other articles, I read about LSD. So I searched about that. And I was blown away by what people had to say and how that drug has a rich history. I got interested in psychedelics. Finally after doing a lot of research I finally decided to try LSD.
Two weeks ago I ordered 20 blotters each containing 280 ug of pure LSD dose. At first I was afraid because I have read that the high lasts for 12-16 hours. The time was right and nobody was at home. I called my friend and asked her if she wanted to drop acid with me. A big pothead and a great human being to be around. She agreed. So she comes up to my house and I give her one blotter and I take one.
We took it at about 8:40 AM. After 25 minutes I started feeling some tingling sensations in my stomach. I didn't expect it to kick this quick but it was up and the LSD has started its effects. I went to my room and as I was walking things were getting REALLY REALLY INTENSE. I went and turned on the music. Everything was so echoey! I wasn't just feeling the music, I WAS THE MUSIC. We were listening to "My sweet lord" by George Harrison and we couldn't hold our tears back. It was beautiful.
After 1.5 hours I'm starting to see colors everywhere. Everything was so bright and beautiful. I was feeling this benevolent connection to everyone and everything. I am now thinking how careless I was. I was just wasting away my youth to porn and mindless instant gratification. That feeling hit me like a fucking nuclear bomb. It wasn't feeling good anymore. I told her to go outside to see how everything looks. We went for a walk and god it was so beautiful! The sky changed from blue to purple to red and yellow. It was feeling like I was in a video game. I was having closed eye visuals like dancing kaleidoscope. My brain was thinking about some of the deepest things. I was thinking how sad suicide is and felt sad for people who commit suicide for they fail to realize the wonders of life. I was thinking how awesome and beautiful life is. I was feeling grateful for everything in my life. I was smiling at everyone on the streets and they were also smiling at me
After 5 hours I was peeking. I was in the park. It felt very uncomfortable at first. It felt like I was losing a big part of my identity and actually DYING. I don't know what happened but I was thrown into this world of endless suffering and it felt like I was disappearing. Then it hit me. And it hit me hard.. I was speechless and burst into tears. I felt like all my problems had disappeared. For the first time in my life, I realized my problems are so small. I am so much bigger than my "problems". Looking back I realized how far I've come in life, and my brain was recalling every experience that I had over 19 years. Good or bad, it all came up and I was thinking about solutions. My brain was solving these problems like a pro.
After 7-10 hours I was still high and smiling. I was enjoying some Tame Impala and feeling like a god. I was completely submerged into the present moment.
After about 12 hours of intense tripping, I knew the LSD was wearing off. I was high the whole day and on the come down, I realized I hadn't eaten anything today for 12 hours lol. It was 9:00 pm and I had my dinner. At 10:00 pm, I was tired and went to bed.
Next morning when I woke up, I felt so freaking good. I felt energised and reborn and ready to attack the day.
Some realizations I had:
1.) Be fearless, you have nothing to lose: I used to think my greatest fear was dying or something else that would kill me, but I was wrong. My greatest fear is the fear of greatness. You see, as human beings we are afraid of our own potential. We are so powerful that we can accomplish anything. Follow your heart, your brain is stupid. Fear doesn't exist in the heart, it's your brain's natural survival mechanism that creates fear to protect you from things that are uncertain. It's not that you can't quit porn and masturbation, it's just that you're afraid of your greatness that quitting these things will bring. Because the path of greatness is... Lonely. That's our greatest fear. Embrace it and accept it. It's your friend, but sometimes you gotta take a deep breath and tell your fear to calm down and just dive in.
2.) Present moment is all there is: Listen, you cannot go back and change the past. That's not in your control. If you are going through a bad breakup give yourself time. Time heals everything. You lost money? You made a bad decision? You did something in the past that still haunts you? You know what? You cannot change any of that. Past is past, present is all there is. There's a great quite by Master Oogway from Kung Fu Panda... "Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift that's why it's called the present". Be in the moment. You cannot go back and make a brand new beginning but you start where you are and make a brand new ending.
3.) Don't think negative about the future: I got introduced to the Law Of Attraction and how our thoughts and actions can create the life we desire. No one has seen the future, it's unpredictable. So it's useless to think negatively about the future. Your time in this planet is limited and you can either spend it on thinking negatively and self-sabotaging yourself or you can start thinking good thoughts and take necessary actions to make the life you want a reality.
4.) Your brain is a powerful organ: So it's your responsibility to take care of your brain. Your brain has the ability to accomplish anything. Train it to be strong. Stay away from mind numbing habits like porn, masturbation, mindlessly using the internet with no purpose, doing hard drugs, etc. A strong mind = A strong life.
5.) Taking care of your health is your responsibility: Health is wealth. That statement is so true. Without health you won't be able to keep your mind healthy and not be able to enjoy life to its fullest. Eat a balanced diet daily, stay hydrated, get enough sleep every night, meditate and love yourself.
6.) Work hard and smart: That's how you become the most powerful person in the room.
7.) Don't focus on the results: Focus on the process. Enjoy the process. It's a long journey and you can't have one eye at the prize and one eye at the road. Fully immerse yourself in the process and visualize your success everyday and work for it every day.
8.) Time is your greatest assest: Although time is an illusion, man made time is very real. Think about how much time you spent reading this. Think about how much time you waste everyday on mindless activities that doesn't make a better person. Your time on this planet is limited and you don't know when you might die. Be thankful for everyday and make a great life.
9.) Kindness is a superpower: The more kind you are, the more people want to be around you. Humans are naturally attracted to people who are kind. As a leader you must be kind and open to other people. Never take anyone for granted. Appreciate your people and help them be their greatest versions.
10.) Create something, don't just consume: The world right now is based on consumerism. What idea you have that you want to work on. Start creating something you love, something you care about. Put all your creative energy and bring out something that'll change your life and other people's lives for good.
I feel sad that this drug has such a bad reputation. It's impossible to die from LSD and it's non-addictive and non-toxic. It's done so many great things for me. I feel this never ending drive to make my dreams come true.
Now do I think you need LSD to change your life? No. You already have what you need inside of you. Clear your mind and observe learn about yourself. You don't need it. It's a very powerful drug and even if you decide to take it, make sure you do research about it and always do it in a safe environment with a trusted friend. Or do it alone if you can handle it. I certainly can haha.
With that being said, this was my LSD experience that changed me. And now you know how
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Peace!
Two weeks ago I ordered 20 blotters each containing 280 ug of pure LSD dose. At first I was afraid because I have read that the high lasts for 12-16 hours. The time was right and nobody was at home. I called my friend and asked her if she wanted to drop acid with me. A big pothead and a great human being to be around. She agreed. So she comes up to my house and I give her one blotter and I take one.
We took it at about 8:40 AM. After 25 minutes I started feeling some tingling sensations in my stomach. I didn't expect it to kick this quick but it was up and the LSD has started its effects. I went to my room and as I was walking things were getting REALLY REALLY INTENSE. I went and turned on the music. Everything was so echoey! I wasn't just feeling the music, I WAS THE MUSIC. We were listening to "My sweet lord" by George Harrison and we couldn't hold our tears back. It was beautiful.
After 1.5 hours I'm starting to see colors everywhere. Everything was so bright and beautiful. I was feeling this benevolent connection to everyone and everything. I am now thinking how careless I was. I was just wasting away my youth to porn and mindless instant gratification. That feeling hit me like a fucking nuclear bomb. It wasn't feeling good anymore. I told her to go outside to see how everything looks. We went for a walk and god it was so beautiful! The sky changed from blue to purple to red and yellow. It was feeling like I was in a video game. I was having closed eye visuals like dancing kaleidoscope. My brain was thinking about some of the deepest things. I was thinking how sad suicide is and felt sad for people who commit suicide for they fail to realize the wonders of life. I was thinking how awesome and beautiful life is. I was feeling grateful for everything in my life. I was smiling at everyone on the streets and they were also smiling at me
After 5 hours I was peeking. I was in the park. It felt very uncomfortable at first. It felt like I was losing a big part of my identity and actually DYING. I don't know what happened but I was thrown into this world of endless suffering and it felt like I was disappearing. Then it hit me. And it hit me hard.. I was speechless and burst into tears. I felt like all my problems had disappeared. For the first time in my life, I realized my problems are so small. I am so much bigger than my "problems". Looking back I realized how far I've come in life, and my brain was recalling every experience that I had over 19 years. Good or bad, it all came up and I was thinking about solutions. My brain was solving these problems like a pro.
After 7-10 hours I was still high and smiling. I was enjoying some Tame Impala and feeling like a god. I was completely submerged into the present moment.
After about 12 hours of intense tripping, I knew the LSD was wearing off. I was high the whole day and on the come down, I realized I hadn't eaten anything today for 12 hours lol. It was 9:00 pm and I had my dinner. At 10:00 pm, I was tired and went to bed.
Next morning when I woke up, I felt so freaking good. I felt energised and reborn and ready to attack the day.
Some realizations I had:
1.) Be fearless, you have nothing to lose: I used to think my greatest fear was dying or something else that would kill me, but I was wrong. My greatest fear is the fear of greatness. You see, as human beings we are afraid of our own potential. We are so powerful that we can accomplish anything. Follow your heart, your brain is stupid. Fear doesn't exist in the heart, it's your brain's natural survival mechanism that creates fear to protect you from things that are uncertain. It's not that you can't quit porn and masturbation, it's just that you're afraid of your greatness that quitting these things will bring. Because the path of greatness is... Lonely. That's our greatest fear. Embrace it and accept it. It's your friend, but sometimes you gotta take a deep breath and tell your fear to calm down and just dive in.
2.) Present moment is all there is: Listen, you cannot go back and change the past. That's not in your control. If you are going through a bad breakup give yourself time. Time heals everything. You lost money? You made a bad decision? You did something in the past that still haunts you? You know what? You cannot change any of that. Past is past, present is all there is. There's a great quite by Master Oogway from Kung Fu Panda... "Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift that's why it's called the present". Be in the moment. You cannot go back and make a brand new beginning but you start where you are and make a brand new ending.
3.) Don't think negative about the future: I got introduced to the Law Of Attraction and how our thoughts and actions can create the life we desire. No one has seen the future, it's unpredictable. So it's useless to think negatively about the future. Your time in this planet is limited and you can either spend it on thinking negatively and self-sabotaging yourself or you can start thinking good thoughts and take necessary actions to make the life you want a reality.
4.) Your brain is a powerful organ: So it's your responsibility to take care of your brain. Your brain has the ability to accomplish anything. Train it to be strong. Stay away from mind numbing habits like porn, masturbation, mindlessly using the internet with no purpose, doing hard drugs, etc. A strong mind = A strong life.
5.) Taking care of your health is your responsibility: Health is wealth. That statement is so true. Without health you won't be able to keep your mind healthy and not be able to enjoy life to its fullest. Eat a balanced diet daily, stay hydrated, get enough sleep every night, meditate and love yourself.
6.) Work hard and smart: That's how you become the most powerful person in the room.
7.) Don't focus on the results: Focus on the process. Enjoy the process. It's a long journey and you can't have one eye at the prize and one eye at the road. Fully immerse yourself in the process and visualize your success everyday and work for it every day.
8.) Time is your greatest assest: Although time is an illusion, man made time is very real. Think about how much time you spent reading this. Think about how much time you waste everyday on mindless activities that doesn't make a better person. Your time on this planet is limited and you don't know when you might die. Be thankful for everyday and make a great life.
9.) Kindness is a superpower: The more kind you are, the more people want to be around you. Humans are naturally attracted to people who are kind. As a leader you must be kind and open to other people. Never take anyone for granted. Appreciate your people and help them be their greatest versions.
10.) Create something, don't just consume: The world right now is based on consumerism. What idea you have that you want to work on. Start creating something you love, something you care about. Put all your creative energy and bring out something that'll change your life and other people's lives for good.
I feel sad that this drug has such a bad reputation. It's impossible to die from LSD and it's non-addictive and non-toxic. It's done so many great things for me. I feel this never ending drive to make my dreams come true.
Now do I think you need LSD to change your life? No. You already have what you need inside of you. Clear your mind and observe learn about yourself. You don't need it. It's a very powerful drug and even if you decide to take it, make sure you do research about it and always do it in a safe environment with a trusted friend. Or do it alone if you can handle it. I certainly can haha.
With that being said, this was my LSD experience that changed me. And now you know how
Peace!
