zerotohero
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I feel like I’m about to split on the Latina girl I’m meeting. She was so into me at first, and I purposely ignored her to avoid screwing it up by being pushy and obsessive like I was with my ex-oneitis earlier this year. Thought I was playing it smart, but I ended up sabotaging myself.
Now the tables have turned, and I’m the one obsessing over her. I see her online and not replying, and it’s driving me insane. My brain keeps jumping to the worst conclusions—like she’s already bored or found someone else.
Having BPD as a guy is an absolute bitch. I can’t stop these emotional swings, and it feels like I’m constantly stuck in a cycle of chasing and avoiding. I need to pull myself together before I ruin this completely.
Now the tables have turned, and I’m the one obsessing over her. I see her online and not replying, and it’s driving me insane. My brain keeps jumping to the worst conclusions—like she’s already bored or found someone else.
Having BPD as a guy is an absolute bitch. I can’t stop these emotional swings, and it feels like I’m constantly stuck in a cycle of chasing and avoiding. I need to pull myself together before I ruin this completely.