
zerotohero
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I’ve been thinking about something for a while now. Every time I go on a fap binge, especially when I’m doing it multiple times a day, everything in my life just goes to shit. It’s like a cycle of bad luck that always follows. When I give in to my urges, it feels like I’m cursed or something.
Right now, I’m in the middle of one of these binges, and it’s hitting me hard. My portfolio is tanking, the girl I was talking to is about to go back to her ex, and now my mom’s sick. Everything is falling apart, and I can’t ignore that this happens every time I let myself slip. It’s too obvious to be a coincidence.
As a Christian, I can’t help but feel like this is God punishing me. Maybe it’s His way of showing me that I’m making a mistake by indulging in these urges. It’s like He’s trying to make me realize that I’m not living the way I should. I’m starting to believe that my bad luck is directly tied to my fap habits.
I’m thinking about doing NoFap, not just to prove a point to myself but to see if I can break the cycle. If I stay off it, will the bad luck stop? Will things turn around for me? Maybe this is the test I need to pass to get my life back on track, spiritually and mentally.
I don’t want to be stuck in this cycle of failure, so I’m going to try NoFap and trust that God will guide me through it. Let’s see if cutting this habit out can turn things around for me.
Right now, I’m in the middle of one of these binges, and it’s hitting me hard. My portfolio is tanking, the girl I was talking to is about to go back to her ex, and now my mom’s sick. Everything is falling apart, and I can’t ignore that this happens every time I let myself slip. It’s too obvious to be a coincidence.
As a Christian, I can’t help but feel like this is God punishing me. Maybe it’s His way of showing me that I’m making a mistake by indulging in these urges. It’s like He’s trying to make me realize that I’m not living the way I should. I’m starting to believe that my bad luck is directly tied to my fap habits.
I’m thinking about doing NoFap, not just to prove a point to myself but to see if I can break the cycle. If I stay off it, will the bad luck stop? Will things turn around for me? Maybe this is the test I need to pass to get my life back on track, spiritually and mentally.
I don’t want to be stuck in this cycle of failure, so I’m going to try NoFap and trust that God will guide me through it. Let’s see if cutting this habit out can turn things around for me.