may have accidently inherited npd from my mom due too looksmaxxing

[yoshisand]

can't focus in class without thinking about on my flaws in my face im constantly in the bathroom looking at myself so much that now my parents and teachers are starting to notice and i got my devices and shit taken away for missing class this shit is so retarded how do i undo this

 

[AlexBrown84]

i need yo information let’s take vacation to malaysia

 

[n9wiff]

let’s take vacation to malaysia

Come!

 

[AlexBrown84]

Come!

you in kl?

 

[yoshisand]

i don't get ths refrence

i need yo information let’s take vacation to malaysia
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[n9wiff]

you in kl?

Nah can't meet up

I'm in NS anyways, have fun!

 

[psychomandible]

That doesn't mean you inherited it it means you developed it

 

[yoshisand]

That doesn't mean you inherited it it means you developed it

i guess i was high risk?

 

[psychomandible]

i guess i was high risk?

Maybe idk just cope tbh that's what I do if I'm outside

 

[try2beme]

U were already one regardless

 

[yoshisand]

U were already one regardless

how do i get rid of this shit i can't focus in class adhd and npd are the worst combos for studying and shit

 

[illusivespirits]

can't focus in class without thinking about on my flaws in my face im constantly in the bathroom looking at myself so much that now my parents and teachers are starting to notice and i got my devices and shit taken away for missing class this shit is so retarded how do i undo this

This is what happens when you mostly watch/read/listen anything blackpill related for a long time.

Now your brain has made to consume that slop as a default.

You are striving further to ever becoming NT and low-inhib.

it was only best to get on here to acknowledge the truth and get advice and to never go about dwelling deeper into this sphere and completely shaping your worldview into this toxic mess.

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There are 3 stages to this. (going backwards)

The first stage which is the extreme are those who think anything blackpill related in most situations they are in. Either this is you having thoughts in your head about it on your way to school,work or any event that is not at home or using media like (forums,youtube,tiktok,etc.).

People in this stage also mostly have the need to open their camera or use a mirror to look at themselves and can't seamlessy leave their house without heavily frauding at all times.

Traits you have developed by this stage:

- severe body dysmorphia / negative self image
- bad social anxiety
- fragile
- alienation/isolation
- constant comparison between other men

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The second stage is people who are currently in-between and don't always bring up anything blackpill related in social places other than home but have thoughts about it every now and then, or sometimes use media source to consume it as well.

So while it's still very similar, these people aren't always obligated, and they have themselves more mentally in check.


Traits you have developed by this stage:

- [mild] body dysmorphia / negative self image
- [mild] social anxiety
- [mild] alienation/isolation (still able to socialize and still having the drive to meet people and especially someone you find attractive)
- [mild] constant comparison between other men (at times you will compare but it won't be damaging to your mental sake/mood)

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The third stage of people are the ones who almost never bring up the blackpill in social places or needing to consume it at all besides at home but strictly for the purpose of finding advice they can improve themselves on and never making it a part of themselves.

These are the people who are mostly NT to a good degree and don't have issues of obsession about themselves 24/7

And not needing to let it shape the worldview around them where they start comparing someone based on look for their own ego or being isolated

I don't have the need to include any traits for this stage as there are pretty much none you have immediately developed from finding about blackpill.

 

[normie_joe]

can't focus in class without thinking about on my flaws in my face im constantly in the bathroom looking at myself so much that now my parents and teachers are starting to notice and i got my devices and shit taken away for missing class this shit is so retarded how do i undo this

Yeah I feel ya. Seeing myself in the mirror, I want to snap my jaw and yank it forward.