ME

[Fridx]

 

[Fridx]

im kidding thats not me
I dont have an ogee curve like that,that wojak mogs me

 

[Fridx]

 

[Fridx]

B

 

[Fridx]

Pitiest bump oat

 

[xzylecrey]

WE going thru it rn

 

[xzylecrey]

 

[Fridx]

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Fuck this shit
Genuinely

 

[xzylecrey]

Fuck this shit
Genuinely

Would you rather restart life and make diff decisions or wake up in a completely random persons body

 

[xzylecrey]

Fuck this shit
Genuinely

Ik u said u dont care abt looks so it should all be mental right? Maybe depression or derealization or something

 

[Fridx]

Would you rather restart life and make diff decisions or wake up in a completely random persons body

I would rather not be born
Nothing has a meaning

 

[Fridx]

Ik u said u dont care abt looks so it should all be mental right? Maybe depression or derealization or something

Mental
im mtn and my life is decent but it has lost its meaning for me

 

[luuk]

I would rather not be born
Nothing has a meaning

There's beauty in life's lack of meaning
You can do what you want, you aren't bound to a path or purpose

 

[xzylecrey]

Mental
im mtn and my life is decent but it has lost its meaning for me

And did anything happen recently that kickstarted it or it was a mindset shift. For me its when i live routinely or think abt what could be

 

[Fridx]

And did anything happen recently that kickstarted it or it was a mindset shift. For me its when i live routinely or think abt what could be

No,no kickstart
Ive stared to a wall for 2 hours with my brain empty today

 

[Fridx]

There's beauty in life's lack of meaning
You can do what you want, you aren't bound to a path or purpose

Thats not beauty thats the ugliness

 

[luuk]

Thats not beauty thats the ugliness

Your problem is that you're waiting for someone to hand you a purpose, a directive out of the sky
What do YOU want?

 

[Fridx]

Your problem is that you're waiting for someone to hand you a purpose, a directive out of the sky
What do YOU want?

Do you think i dont have goals or a purpose? I do
But its so forced

 

[xzylecrey]

No,no kickstart
Ive stared to a wall for 2 hours with my brain empty today

exhistenstial nihilism?

 

[luuk]

Do you think i dont have goals or a purpose? I do
But its so forced

Interesting, in what way? Are the goals really yours if you don't wake up determined to reach them? Or are they just things you've been told you want, that you need to have, that everyone says will make you happy?

 

[Fridx]

nihilism?

Maybe nihilism but even that doesnt make sense for me
How can you have opinions about life if you think its meaningless its like a rabbithole for me
So maybe extreme nihilist if that exists

 

[luuk]

Maybe nihilism but even that doesnt make sense for me
How can you have opinions about life if you think its meaningless its like a rabbithole for me
So maybe extreme nihilist if that exists

Nihilism is the fundamental belief that life is meaningless but different conclusions can be drawn from that
Some people like myself think that life's lack of meaning is a good thing, as it makes us free
Others are depressed by the prospect

 

[Fridx]

Interesting, in what way? Are the goals really yours if you don't wake up determined to reach them? Or are they just things you've been told you want, that you need to have, that everyone says will make you happy?

I was determined to reach them but maybe actually not
I just do those because ive been doing it my whole life

 

[car12345]

mogs me

 

[car12345]

exhistenstial nihilism?

big boy words

 

[Fridx]

Nihilism is the fundamental belief that life is meaningless but different conclusions can be drawn from that
Some people like myself think that life's lack of meaning is a good thing, as it makes us free
Others are depressed by the prospect

nihilism itself is meaningless
Why do you have philosophy if you think that everything is meaningless
Thats why i want to stop with everyting,thinking family friends goals etc
Living like a plant would be better

 

[Fridx]

mogs me

US*

 

[luuk]

I was determined to reach them but maybe actually not
I just do those because ive been doing it my whole life

See now you're waking up a bit
If your goals aren't truly yours, if they've just been thrust upon you then its natural that they won't fulfil you at all
The hard part is going out in the world and figuring out what will really bring you happiness, what you really want, what you value

 

[luuk]

nihilism itself is meaningless
Why do you have philosophy if you think that everything is meaningless
Thats why i want to stop with everyting,thinking family friends goals etc
Living like a plant would be better

This is basically just buddhism btw look into it

 

[xzylecrey]

Maybe nihilism but even that doesnt make sense for me
How can you have opinions about life if you think its meaningless its like a rabbithole for me
So maybe extreme nihilist if that exists

i think recently and coincidentally share same views albeit less severe. Idk wt to do and theres no saving.

 

[Fridx]

This is basically just buddhism btw look into it

indian,so prob not

i think recently and coincidentally share same views albeit less severe. Idk wt to do and theres no saving.

yeah man its shitty
This thread this post why am i even writing this rn if its all temporary

 

[luuk]

nihilism itself is meaningless
Why do you have philosophy if you think that everything is meaningless
Thats why i want to stop with everyting,thinking family friends goals etc
Living like a plant would be better

A caveat to the whole "life is meaningless" thing is that its actually that life has no inherent meaning. You CAN give apply whatever meaning you want to it. It just wasn't set for you
If you want to lean into the meaninglessness rather than trying to find your own meaning then I heavily suggest looking into Camus and absurdism

 

[Fridx]

A caveat to the whole "life is meaningless" thing is that its actually that life has no inherent meaning. You CAN give apply whatever meaning you want to it. It just wasn't set for you
If you want to lean into the meaninglessness rather than trying to find your own meaning then I heavily suggest looking into Camus and absurdism

This is what i mean
Why would i bother to leaning into something if i find everything meaningless
Isolating myself from the whole world will be the best option.

 

[xzylecrey]

A caveat to the whole "life is meaningless" thing is that its actually that life has no inherent meaning. You CAN give apply whatever meaning you want to it. It just wasn't set for you
If you want to lean into the meaninglessness rather than trying to find your own meaning then I heavily suggest looking into Camus and absurdism

if hes in the same thinking as me rn then were not really looking for answers were just existing and using up time. I think ill look into those things you suggested tho not because i think itll help but because my life is empty and im free 24 7

 

[Fridx]

if hes in the same thinking as me rn then were not really looking for answers were just existing and using up time

Exactly
I want to take it to the next level
Living like a plant isolating myself from everything

 

[luuk]

This is what i mean
Why would i bother to leaning into something if i find everything meaningless
Isolating myself from the whole world will be the best option.

Perhaps the wrong terminology
Absurdism is about accepting that life is meaningless and chosing to live anyways, to revolt against meaninglessness by embracing life fully, freely, and consciously

 

[xzylecrey]

Would living primal kind of align with the plant ideology

 

[Fridx]

Would living primal kind of align with the plant ideology

Maybe
I dont want to hunt tho,primal people were sti in tribes

 

[Fridx]

Perhaps the wrong terminology
Absurdism is about accepting that life is meaningless and chosing to live anyways, to revolt against meaninglessness by embracing life fully, freely, and consciously

What im telling is
Why would i chose terminology about life if i find life itself pointless

 

[luuk]

What im telling is
Why would i chose terminology about life if i find life itself pointless

Maybe take a step back, what do you like? How do you like to feel? What do you like to do?
Then from there, would you not agree that you want more of that, and less of this? Then think, how do you get more of those good things and feelings?

 

[xzylecrey]

.

 

[Fridx]

.

Stare and try to not think a single thing
Cover yourself with a blanket it feels better that way

 

[Fridx]

Maybe take a step back, what do you like? How do you like to feel? What do you like to do?
Then from there, would you not agree that you want more of that, and less of this? Then think, how do you get more of those good things and feelings?

Ive tried everything but it doesnt feel anything
I just feel numbness
It might sound to u like i have a terrible life but i dont,i have a decent one but i dont see a point in it.I dont hate it but i find it unnecessary.I want to completely isolate myself

 

[Fridx]

Stare and try to not think a single thing
Cover yourself with a blanket it feels better that way

Throw the opinions away
Use your ears like a door that throws the opinions away

 

[luuk]

Ive tried everything but it doesnt feel anything
I just feel numbness
It might sound to u like i have a terrible life but i dont,i have a decent one but i dont see a point in it.I dont hate it but i find it unnecessary.I want to completely isolate myself

I'm sorry to hear that
I'd probably need more context to be of any help, a lot of different things can cause these feelings
Hormonal issues, psychological conditions, trauma, too much time ruminating over nihilistic thoughts
When you're in such a slump you need momentum, something to get you out of it that you can bounce off of
If you had to elaborate more on it what would you say is the root of these feelings? Not just the abstract "life is meaningless" but why it causes such distress/apathy? Do you feel anything at all? 'Anhedonia' is the clinical term used to describe blunted/absent emotions and a lot of things can cause it

 

[Fridx]

I'm sorry to hear that
I'd probably need more context to be of any help, a lot of different things can cause these feelings
Hormonal issues, psychological conditions, trauma, too much time ruminating over nihilistic thoughts
When you're in such a slump you need momentum, something to get you out of it that you can bounce off of
If you had to elaborate more on it what would you say is the root of these feelings? Not just the abstract "life is meaningless" but why it causes such distress/apathy? Do you feel anything at all? 'Anhedonia' is the clinical term used to describe blunted/absent emotions and a lot of things can cause it

The thing is nothing causes it
The only thing i feel is that im forced to do things that ive done my whole life.Ive started to feel numb about those while back then i enjoyed it a lot

trauma, too much time ruminating over nihilistic thoughts

These 2 fucked me up my whole life

 

[luuk]

The thing is nothing causes it
The only thing i feel is that im forced to do things that ive done my whole life.Ive started to feel numb about those while back then i enjoyed it a lot

Perhaps it stems from a persistent disatisfaction and boredom with your life considering you've just been doing what everyone tells you to rather than figuring out what you really want. You could do with a change of environment, what's your life circumstance like? How old are you, are you living alone or with parents, are you in work or education?

These 2 fucked me up my whole life

That stuff can be tough. For the former I'd recommend therapy, I know people like to throw this suggestion around a lot but this is a valid case, you need someone to work through it with. The thoughts will probably subside if you get in a better situation mentally and with your life, but try not to dwell on them too much

 

[xzylecrey]

Perhaps it stems from a persistent disatisfaction and boredom with your life considering you've just been doing what everyone tells you to rather than figuring out what you really want. You could do with a change of environment, what's your life circumstance like? How old are you, are you living alone or with parents, are you in work or education?

That stuff can be tough. For the former I'd recommend therapy, I know people like to throw this suggestion around a lot but this is a valid case, you need someone to work through it with. The thoughts will probably subside if you get in a better situation mentally and with your life, but try not to dwell on them too much

If he lives routinely or has anhedonia it could be part of the reason

 

[luuk]

If he lives routinely or has anhedonia it could be part of the reason

For sure
Doing the same mundane things over and over again can easily lead you to believe that's all there is to life and to lose your mind
Theres a bunch of movies about this premise

 

[xzylecrey]

For sure
Doing the same mundane things over and over again can easily lead you to believe that's all there is to life and to lose your mind
Theres a bunch of movies about this premise

Could u recc or do you just mean in general