Methylphenidate was the missing pill...

[White_Bwoi]

I recently went through costly diagnostic process to get on these meds/stims...

I'm like a living/breathing definition of pure ADHD lol,
im shocked these fucking idiots diagnosed me as 'anxious' / 'depressed' all my life (im an old 30' something bastard)...

Im on extended release (still only work up to 8h so not ideal) and really baby dose 10mg for 2weeks than 20, than maybe 30...
AND...

It's fucking miraculous, I have done 10x more the work while being less exhausted by the process

I completely lost appetite, so I'll be able to finish "what I started" half year ago = leanmaxxing will be effortless and even scary I need to eat something lol

I have better libido I think, I actually want to fuck mtb I meet recently, it didn't cross my mind earlier when 'sober'

Mind has calm moments and I feel more refreshed after less sleep (it kinda fucks up your sleep)

I have LESS urges to drink/smoke, I probably abused these for years 'self medicating'

I know effects are stronger when starting, and I'll probably lose that feeling but I wanted to share, to try this shit if you're like 'old me' spiraling down, auto-destruction mode, difficulty learning/working on "dull tasks", etc water

 

[asdvek]

You will age like shit btw and you build resistance very quickly so in no time it will start to not do shit
Methlyphenidate is dogshit, adderall is better