Rhinoplastyordie
Black friend so not racist
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My skin is so fucked. I look like a leopard. No BB cream for my texture. I have got to pay for numerous chemical peels for a chance to one day have normie tier skin.
I get laughed at everywhere I go except school. I feel as if they pity me there.
My bone structure is average at best. I used to think I had chadlite potential. I would take frauded pics from far away, only when I was looking my best, and get told I had chadlite potential. I didn't question it whatsoever. "What If I took an unfrauded pic?"
That thought didn't cross my mind. My unconscious knew I would get rated ltn and my ego would be decimated.
This becky was staring at me relentlessly on the train today. From around 60 cm away. I thought for a moment she was mirin my side profile, my best feature. Then it sunk in. She was looking upon me like the spectacle that I am. Uncaring of my thoughts toward this, she analysed like an autistic child. Unlike an autistic child, she had no parent to advise her against it. She stared and stared until I left the train. I could feel her eyes on me.
It reminded me of when I had one of the most severe cases of acne in the entire of England.
People would stare. They knew that I knew, but they felt no shame. They knew that there was no risk of any repercussions.
I grew my hair long to hide my skin but normies despise that. I got a normie haircut and now I cannot hide.
I have a trucel and ltn friend. They are very kind to me. We sort of have an unspoken agreement where they don't mention my skin and I don't mention the trucels wonky ass eyes. In all honesty I don't really notice anymore.
This forum has nothing for me anymore yet I cannot bring myself to delete my account. There is literally no purpose to my being on here. All that gets posted is inside jokes in offtopic that I am not a part of, sub-100 post cels posting and asking for ratings (I can't rate for shit and get grilled whenever I do incorrectly) and people talking about pubertymaxxing in the looksmaxxing section, which is not my concern. This post is probably going to be buried in offtopic underneath hundreds of threads within 5 minutes.
Even niggers on here can't relate. I thought that those who have suffered from lookism in the same way that I have could possibly feel somewhat empathetic towards me but it seems as if that's not the case. People only feel empathetic towards good looking people unironically. Even incels. Complaining about looks will always fall on deaf ears; even those who often complain themselves will ignore. We would all like to be the main character and venting in this manner makes me feel important. As if my suffering holds any significance or has a purpose. It doesn't. I'm either going to ascend to htn and rot due to my horrific socialisation growing up, or remain trucel.
Even If I ascend, my micropenis caps me.
I get laughed at everywhere I go except school. I feel as if they pity me there.
My bone structure is average at best. I used to think I had chadlite potential. I would take frauded pics from far away, only when I was looking my best, and get told I had chadlite potential. I didn't question it whatsoever. "What If I took an unfrauded pic?"
That thought didn't cross my mind. My unconscious knew I would get rated ltn and my ego would be decimated.
This becky was staring at me relentlessly on the train today. From around 60 cm away. I thought for a moment she was mirin my side profile, my best feature. Then it sunk in. She was looking upon me like the spectacle that I am. Uncaring of my thoughts toward this, she analysed like an autistic child. Unlike an autistic child, she had no parent to advise her against it. She stared and stared until I left the train. I could feel her eyes on me.
It reminded me of when I had one of the most severe cases of acne in the entire of England.
People would stare. They knew that I knew, but they felt no shame. They knew that there was no risk of any repercussions.
I grew my hair long to hide my skin but normies despise that. I got a normie haircut and now I cannot hide.
I have a trucel and ltn friend. They are very kind to me. We sort of have an unspoken agreement where they don't mention my skin and I don't mention the trucels wonky ass eyes. In all honesty I don't really notice anymore.
This forum has nothing for me anymore yet I cannot bring myself to delete my account. There is literally no purpose to my being on here. All that gets posted is inside jokes in offtopic that I am not a part of, sub-100 post cels posting and asking for ratings (I can't rate for shit and get grilled whenever I do incorrectly) and people talking about pubertymaxxing in the looksmaxxing section, which is not my concern. This post is probably going to be buried in offtopic underneath hundreds of threads within 5 minutes.
Even niggers on here can't relate. I thought that those who have suffered from lookism in the same way that I have could possibly feel somewhat empathetic towards me but it seems as if that's not the case. People only feel empathetic towards good looking people unironically. Even incels. Complaining about looks will always fall on deaf ears; even those who often complain themselves will ignore. We would all like to be the main character and venting in this manner makes me feel important. As if my suffering holds any significance or has a purpose. It doesn't. I'm either going to ascend to htn and rot due to my horrific socialisation growing up, or remain trucel.
Even If I ascend, my micropenis caps me.
