Th3Man
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I'm on the bus now, it almost left me, had to sprint to make it and lost all my aura pointd while doing so.
I feel like crying right now...
I literally just left the lecture hall after seeing my oneitis and her BF and their friend group (which I'm not apart of)
Today I arrived for a lecture I walk in thinking I’m strategic. A pick a seat the back row + high ground. Earphones in. Anti-oneitis protocol activated.
She usually sits in the front
But today...
I decide to strike conversation with this ltb hikabi next to me with the hopes of getting her number
I say to her "what's the difference between a hikabi and Nikabi" even tho I already know
Just doing it to get a convo flowing
Then I ask her where she is from...
She says gauteng
Then what she is studying...
She says Logistics and supply
What year is she...
2nd year
What her name is...
Fatima
I mention how my childhood friend's sister was a Jewish girl named Fatima
And we speak about Isreal a bit
I'm feeling like a Chad cause she is invested in our convo and it's flowing
Then I turn my head to the right and BOOM!! [scroll to the video]
There they are, my oneitis and her BF sitting 2 chairs next to me
I don't even know how it's possible that I didn't see them there
But I immediately felt my anger rising
Me and my oneitis make eye contact for less than a second and I mentally start losing my shit
Firstly, I know she saw me so why didn't she wave or greet (like she used to do)
Then secondly she looked so pretty, that's the most beautiful I've seen her look
And thirdly, I'm getting Tera mogged because not too long after some guys and girls come to greet them and sit next to them (their friend group - a mix of colored n white ppl)
In that class I don't have any friends.
So I decide to put one earphone in my right ear to try blocking out their conversation
And I use the left ear to talk to the hijabi
I even rope in a white (htb) girl to inflate perceived social value. Jfl.
I say to the white girl "what do you do think about what's happening in Isreal?"
But even having and controlling this convo with a white htb and hijab ltb isn't compensating for how much I feel I'm being mogged
The only way I would have been at peace is if that white girl kissed me or displayed some sort of affection to me (in front of them ofc) then I wouldve felt like I'm mogging her since white htb fogs mixed race stacy/SL (my oneitis)
While all of this is going on I'm debetaing in my head whether or not I should leave
I check the time and check what time my bus will leave and see that it will in 3 minutes and think to myself I won't make it
So I decide I'm gonna stay and try to get the number of one of these girls after class.
But then a white guy (might be her boyfriend, idk) sits next to the white girl I was talking to and she pivots immediately.
I check the time.
Two minutes until the bus leaves.
That’s it.
I pack up mid-spiral and sprint out of the lecture hall
Didn’t even stay for test details
End of story.
I feel used by oneitis, I helped her with so much stuff last year and I was her only friend, let me tell you how we met: she asked me if I can be her friend after a maths class cuz she had none at the start of uni. Now she won't even greet me cuz I guess I've served my purpose of keeping her company while she made friends.
But just watch guys...
When she needs help with something which requires high iq she will message me and start to be friendly again and I'll make a thread about it
looksmax.org
I'm starting to hate her now, and she is going to make me crazy like Cho.
And this isn't the 1st time she has done something like this. It's happened 3 times.
https://looksmax.org/threads/even-the-good-girls-are-chad-only-brutal-how-i-ended-up-here.1563564/
looksmax.org
And I'm cursing the skies rn because my predicted height was 1.92m and I'm only 1.69m.
I'm on the bus now, it almost left me, had to sprint to make it and lost all my aura pointd while doing so.
I feel like crying right now...
I literally just left the lecture hall after seeing my oneitis and her BF and their friend group (which I'm not apart of)
Today I arrived for a lecture I walk in thinking I’m strategic. A pick a seat the back row + high ground. Earphones in. Anti-oneitis protocol activated.
She usually sits in the front
But today...
I decide to strike conversation with this ltb hikabi next to me with the hopes of getting her number
I say to her "what's the difference between a hikabi and Nikabi" even tho I already know
Just doing it to get a convo flowing
Then I ask her where she is from...
She says gauteng
Then what she is studying...
She says Logistics and supply
What year is she...
2nd year
What her name is...
Fatima
I mention how my childhood friend's sister was a Jewish girl named Fatima
And we speak about Isreal a bit
I'm feeling like a Chad cause she is invested in our convo and it's flowing
Then I turn my head to the right and BOOM!! [scroll to the video]
There they are, my oneitis and her BF sitting 2 chairs next to me
I don't even know how it's possible that I didn't see them there
But I immediately felt my anger rising
Me and my oneitis make eye contact for less than a second and I mentally start losing my shit
Firstly, I know she saw me so why didn't she wave or greet (like she used to do)
Then secondly she looked so pretty, that's the most beautiful I've seen her look

And thirdly, I'm getting Tera mogged because not too long after some guys and girls come to greet them and sit next to them (their friend group - a mix of colored n white ppl)
In that class I don't have any friends.
So I decide to put one earphone in my right ear to try blocking out their conversation
And I use the left ear to talk to the hijabi
I even rope in a white (htb) girl to inflate perceived social value. Jfl.
I say to the white girl "what do you do think about what's happening in Isreal?"
But even having and controlling this convo with a white htb and hijab ltb isn't compensating for how much I feel I'm being mogged
The only way I would have been at peace is if that white girl kissed me or displayed some sort of affection to me (in front of them ofc) then I wouldve felt like I'm mogging her since white htb fogs mixed race stacy/SL (my oneitis)
While all of this is going on I'm debetaing in my head whether or not I should leave
I check the time and check what time my bus will leave and see that it will in 3 minutes and think to myself I won't make it
So I decide I'm gonna stay and try to get the number of one of these girls after class.
But then a white guy (might be her boyfriend, idk) sits next to the white girl I was talking to and she pivots immediately.
I check the time.
Two minutes until the bus leaves.
That’s it.
I pack up mid-spiral and sprint out of the lecture hall
Didn’t even stay for test details
End of story.
I feel used by oneitis, I helped her with so much stuff last year and I was her only friend, let me tell you how we met: she asked me if I can be her friend after a maths class cuz she had none at the start of uni. Now she won't even greet me cuz I guess I've served my purpose of keeping her company while she made friends.
But just watch guys...
When she needs help with something which requires high iq she will message me and start to be friendly again and I'll make a thread about it

Today my onetitis jestermaxed for me
I see my oneitis once a week, I used to see her 4 times a week but I stopped attending classes because I know most of the stuff. Actually, I used to attend classes just so I could see her and talk to her... But the more BP I've consumed and experienced the more I've accepted that I won't get...
I'm starting to hate her now, and she is going to make me crazy like Cho.
And this isn't the 1st time she has done something like this. It's happened 3 times.
https://looksmax.org/threads/even-the-good-girls-are-chad-only-brutal-how-i-ended-up-here.1563564/
Me and oneitis are back together but she only contacts me when she needs something
Hello everyone Osama is back to bless you with his tales This an update to my previous thread about her: https://looksmax.org/posts/23031662/ After this incident I started distancing myself from her then she started being really nice: https://looksmax.org/posts/22960522/ Which I suspected was...
And I'm cursing the skies rn because my predicted height was 1.92m and I'm only 1.69m.
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