Might just rope by the end of the year

[Deleted member 8765]

(Skip to the last paragraph to avoid whining)

Just got my first wage slave paycheck after LDAR for roughly around 2 years now (I would say forever but I was in school bullshitting around.
Obviously the Blackpill is a powerful tool, I am not to say that I cannot handle the truth but more like the truth has completely consumed my mind 24/7 and as an average ethnic guy which is already a death sentence mind you (with two failos which arguably could bring me down to a subhuman)
Thinking about going all out on Xanax and seeing how far that will take me.

You know what I seriously thought about today? I remember someone in 5/6th grade telling me a girl had a crush on me, we walk out into the school patio along with a bunch of guys and there she was.... that girl was a SPED half conscious el abominacion smiling at me with a set of teeth that looks like it was smashed in with a sledge hammer.

it’s been over for me man I’m throwing in the towel, on a real note though am I allowed to live stream a suicide on here or nah?

 

[wasted]

(Skip to the last paragraph to avoid whining)

Not even that could save ur thread


dnr

 

[Deleted member 8765]

Not even that could save ur thread


dnr

Alright atleast tell me if I’m able to live stream a suicide without it getting deleted or banned. Last thing I want is to be drowning in my own vomit barely alive and looking at the screen with 2 people from India watching. Fuck that

 

[Deleted member 8576]

Not even that could save ur thread


dnr

yeah can we get a synopsis pls?

 

[Deleted member 8765]

yeah can we get a synopsis pls?

Me sad
Me ugly
Me be called ugly
Me but xanax
Me go eat xanax
Me sit in front of camera
Me go X( in front of camera
Forum laugh
Ugly man roped
2020 it’s over
The end

 

[Deleted member 6856]

Being ugly isn't even a great deal compared to actual poverty and many stuff

 

[Deleted member 8765]

Being ugly isn't even a great deal compared to actual poverty and many stuff

Trust me if I was in poverty I would have either A) killed myself or B) too busy trying to survive To complain about this shit

But let’s be fucking real I know poor people here in the US that live MiddleClass tier lives in other countries.

when I wasn’t living in the US a PS2 was too expensive for me, mind you that was around 2013-14

 

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[Deleted member 6856]

Trust me if I was in poverty I would have either A) killed myself or B) too busy trying to survive To complain about this shit

But let’s be fucking real I know poor people here in the US that live MiddleClass tier lives in other countries.

when I wasn’t living in the US a PS2 was too expensive for me, mind you that was around 2013-14

You're too comfy to care about shit,

Reminder that %90 of teenager male population is incel or incel in denial

You're not alone at all,normies in relations are betabuxxer emotional tampons anyways

 

[wasted]

did read
seriously bro i dont like telling people to not end their lives just cuz it feels like the right thing to say (it probably is tho)

its up to u at the end of the day tbh

sometimes not accepting reality completely could be whats ruining your mental health. if ur sad cuz u will never experience romantic relationships and love and all of that then u could just accept it, completely give up on it and try not to have a hopeful mindset towards it whatsoever. just know nature didnt intend for u to be successful with women (tldr: false expectations are bad)

if u can find something else to enjoy in this cruel life thats great
smth like making art, travelling, eating expensive shit, having sex with escorts shit like that

if ur not literally deformed u can make male friends and have some fun hanging out with them. guys arent as shallow as girls when it comes to making friends with them imo

yea u will always feel an emptiness within because u know ur not good enough for women but it is what it is

i wanna end it too ngl but its not as easy as it sounds



none of this shit probably makes sense cuz i wrote while giga tired

 

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feel you everything i say at this point is a cope, it's the only thing that keeps me going, if i do kms ill probably donate my body to science or something

 

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feel you everything i say at this point is a cope, it's the only thing that keeps me going, if i do kms ill probably donate my body to science or something

im donating my body to the incel expo at the Smithsonian Museum in 2095