NateJacobs
At the mercy of God, Jesus Christ Gods lonely teen
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INTRO
I turned 18 a few months ago, but I have kind of known for a while now that I won't get teenage love (and maybe not even love in general). Despite me escaping turbo subhuman tier from sophomore to junior year, I never got into a real relationship. Now I say that it is 30% my fault, 70% women being dumb whores.
NEVER ENOUGH
While yes, I could have been in a relationship with my 1-year-old oneitis, who was a strong htb last winter, but I refused to commit. I only did this because she had 1 body (soul crushing if you have been through this) and her last 2 relationships only lasted 1-2 months and she had 3 boyfriends in the span of less than a year before we met. She would hop from relationship to relationship, and I did not want to fall in love just to get punted within a couple months.
There have been several girls who I could have been in love with, but always they had to either have ONE singular body, had autmatic disqualifiers, e.g., snapping a lot of guys, high snap score, several failed talking stages with a lack of relationships, relationship hopping, bitchy, lying, friends who are whores, etc. Most girls I dealt with I never saw as long-term partners; only 5 had the potential to be my first love. All failed.
Feel nothing
I do not care knowing what I have missed. I lost the loml (onetis who I never spoke to), and it was all my fault (not getting into detail). Essentially, after I realized it was over for that, I simply stopped gaf. If it wasn't going to be her IDRC. I lost, I probably won't get married, I probably won't fall in love, and I will have to try and learn how to not get attached to girls I sleep with for long periods of time. Brutal reality and idec. Its over, and I have accepted that. My lifelong fantasy of getting a wife, kids, and all that stuff is dead or was likely never birthed in the first place.
Accepting defeat,
NateJacobs.
INTRO
I turned 18 a few months ago, but I have kind of known for a while now that I won't get teenage love (and maybe not even love in general). Despite me escaping turbo subhuman tier from sophomore to junior year, I never got into a real relationship. Now I say that it is 30% my fault, 70% women being dumb whores.
NEVER ENOUGH
While yes, I could have been in a relationship with my 1-year-old oneitis, who was a strong htb last winter, but I refused to commit. I only did this because she had 1 body (soul crushing if you have been through this) and her last 2 relationships only lasted 1-2 months and she had 3 boyfriends in the span of less than a year before we met. She would hop from relationship to relationship, and I did not want to fall in love just to get punted within a couple months.
There have been several girls who I could have been in love with, but always they had to either have ONE singular body, had autmatic disqualifiers, e.g., snapping a lot of guys, high snap score, several failed talking stages with a lack of relationships, relationship hopping, bitchy, lying, friends who are whores, etc. Most girls I dealt with I never saw as long-term partners; only 5 had the potential to be my first love. All failed.
Feel nothing
I do not care knowing what I have missed. I lost the loml (onetis who I never spoke to), and it was all my fault (not getting into detail). Essentially, after I realized it was over for that, I simply stopped gaf. If it wasn't going to be her IDRC. I lost, I probably won't get married, I probably won't fall in love, and I will have to try and learn how to not get attached to girls I sleep with for long periods of time. Brutal reality and idec. Its over, and I have accepted that. My lifelong fantasy of getting a wife, kids, and all that stuff is dead or was likely never birthed in the first place.
Accepting defeat,
NateJacobs.
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