missing my first love

[chudlite]

talking about her with @StarvedEpi on discord made me realize just how much i miss her

despite her being 15 and me being 16 she was a daily smoker

one of the first times we hung out we sat in her shed and smoked cigarettes

we had a cigarette kiss like this

her being one of my first true loves left her ingrained in my brain,

she smelled of cigarettes and weed, she would try to cover it with cheap perfume, always strawberry perfume, i remember it so vividly

i really miss her even if she ruined me

funny enough the only picture i have left of her is this one due to me factory resetting my phone earlier this year

this is her

 

[chudlite]

i have so many fond memories of her

 

[silently_said]

dnr fakecel ramblings

 

[chudlite]

dnr fakecel ramblings

dont be like that bro

 

[chudlite]

@ey88 @cromagnon @wishIwasSalludon @slavicpsycho @sportsmogger

 

[chudlite]

@esoterik ive grown to like you tbh i didnt like you at first

 

[cromagnon]

you'll find another one bhai trust me

 

[chudlite]

@axttt_ @N1666 @Goth @CookieGuy @Carbine

say something my thread dying

 

[cromagnon]

you'll find another one bhai trust me

cherish the memories and make the most of ur life

 

[chudlite]

you'll find another one bhai trust me

thank you for the kind words i think i will, i spent like 3 years of my life with her but im ready to move on

 

[esoterik]

@esoterik ive grown to like you tbh i didnt like you at first

y

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

My first "love" is prob coming over to visit this weekend

I never reallt was super into her she was just my first female friend but I could do it

 

[Carbine]

Fuck off

 

[chudlite]

My first "love" is prob coming over to visit this weekend

I never reallt was super into her she was just my first female friend but I could do it

is this the foid you showed on the discord server? did you end up smashing?

 

[ey88]

Slayer

 

[chudlite]

y

you said something mean but i got over it

 

[chudlite]

Fuck off

bruh im sad and heartbroken and u just mean to me

 

[chudlite]

Slayer

im just a romantic

 

[esoterik]

you said something mean but i got over it

instead of farming me for replies and acting just tag me to reply lol

 

[Snoofy]

Tragic what happened

talking about her with @StarvedEpi on discord made me realize just how much i miss her

despite her being 15 and me being 16 she was a daily smoker

one of the first times we hung out we sat in her shed and smoked cigarettes

we had a cigarette kiss like this
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her being one of my first true loves left her ingrained in my brain,

she smelled of cigarettes and weed, she would try to cover it with cheap perfume, always strawberry perfume, i remember it so vividly

i really miss her even if she ruined me

funny enough the only picture i have left of her is this one due to me factory resetting my phone earlier this year

this is her
View attachment 3271084

 

[chudlite]

cherish the memories and make the most of ur life

that is all we can do

 

[ey88]

im just a romantic

I wish I could be too

 

[bppharmacist]

Sexhaver sob story

 

[chudlite]

instead of farming me for replies and acting just tag me to reply lol

well i was going to tag you originally but i remembered id wanted to say that for a while,
decided to do it now since it conveniently crossed my mind

 

[axttt_]

@axttt_ @N1666 @Goth @CookieGuy @Carbine

say something my thread dying

fuck off man i don’t wanna read this shit it upsets me tbh
fuck you

 

[chudlite]

Tragic what happened

we just drifted apart, we were on and off for 3 years and like 4 months ago she just broke it off,

she said our dreams weren’t compatible

 

[chudlite]

fuck off man i don’t wanna read this shit it upsets me tbh
fuck you

i have feelings too bro why u disregard them just cuz ive had a girlfriend before

 

[chudlite]

I wish I could be too

i mean youve kissed a girl before

Sexhaver sob story

come on bro im heartbroken

give me your shoulder to lean on

 

[axttt_]

i have feelings too bro why u disregard them just cuz ive had a girlfriend before

i’m sorry i love you bro but this is ropefuel for me i will never have this shit because i’m too ugly and short

 

[grungymallard97]

i have feelings too bro why u disregard them just cuz ive had a girlfriend before

Why do people on here act like slaying makes u adolf hitler

 

[Snoofy]

we just drifted apart, we were on and off for 3 years and like 4 months ago she just broke it off,

she said our dreams weren’t compatible

Ion know shit but maybe it’s for the best. If it’s truly meant to be it’s meant to be

 

[ey88]

i mean youve kissed a girl before

3 years ago and been incel since

 

[bppharmacist]

i mean youve kissed a girl before

come on bro im heartbroken

give me your shoulder to lean on

You took advantage of a 15 year old i have no sympathy. Disgusting

 

[chudlite]

i’m sorry i love you bro but this is ropefuel for me i will never have this shit because i’m too ugly and short

im short too itll be ok

 

[chudlite]

You took advantage of a 15 year old i have no sympathy. Disgusting

i was 16??? can u not read

 

[axttt_]

im short too itll be ok

at least women like you
their pussies get drier than the fucking Sahara desert at the thought of me

 

[raabla]

What if a org member clapping her now

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

is this the foid you showed on the discord server? did you end up smashing?

No it's an older friend

That girl hasn't come over yet

Ideally I will secure a picture of my splooge on her face, but I'll see what I can do..

 

[axttt_]

No it's an older friend

That girl hasn't come over yet

Ideally I will secure a picture of my splooge on her face, but I'll see what I can do..

fuck you why is everyone slaying
i hope you contact HIV

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

fuck you why is everyone slaying
i hope you contact HIV

Mane gotta get on nofap

Only at 40 days of nofap, I wasn't expecting any chances

Law of attraction type sheit

More energetic powa !

 

[noodlelover]

You'll get over her. it takes 5 years to get over a girl for every year you spent together.

 

[chudlite]

Why do people on here act like slaying makes u adolf hitler

yeah it activates their incel rage or something

 

[grungymallard97]

yeah it activates their incel rage or something

People just hate on me because I’ve legit done the point of the forum looksmaxxing and have sex. this is virgins.org

 

[chudlite]

What if a org member clapping her now

would probably make me miss her less, my mind would think

“disgusting whore DIE”

 

[chudlite]

Mane gotta get on nofap

Only at 40 days of nofap, I wasn't expecting any chances

Law of attraction type sheit

More energetic powa !

you gotta read carl jung

 

[ey88]

come on bro im heartbroken

give me your shoulder to lean on

You can lean on mine bro

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

you gotta read carl jung

Which book in particular?

 

[chudlite]

You'll get over her. it takes 5 years to get over a girl for every year you spent together.

15 years seems steep innit

 

[chudlite]

Which book in particular?

Toni Wolf Revisited, Fear of the Feminine, The Way of All Women, Knowing Woman, Amor and Psyche, The Feminine in Fairy Tales.

these books allow me to have multiple girlfriends at any given time, often they even know about each other

 

[BroMinBoss]

Shes built for bbc not ur incel cock