Azrail
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I have been really thinking about my life choices and the mistakes i regret making and i have had a realisation if u could call it that .
I probably have missed out on most of my genetic potential and it’s too late to make big changes . I have been using drugs since 13 years old and even used hard drugs from time to time . Since the age of 10 i probably didn’t have a complete month without doing mutliple all nighters to the point of being unconscious or hallucinations . I also had mutliple phases where i had a eating disorder and puked out my food till my throat burned from the acid or phases of just extreme greed and hunger for food not stopping till i physically couldn’t swallow anymore . All those things combined with other unhealthy habits made me the shortest and weakest also ugliest man out of my entire family without being dramatic or exaggerating .
I turned into a ltn , genetic failure all because of myself and i got no one else to blame
I probably have missed out on most of my genetic potential and it’s too late to make big changes . I have been using drugs since 13 years old and even used hard drugs from time to time . Since the age of 10 i probably didn’t have a complete month without doing mutliple all nighters to the point of being unconscious or hallucinations . I also had mutliple phases where i had a eating disorder and puked out my food till my throat burned from the acid or phases of just extreme greed and hunger for food not stopping till i physically couldn’t swallow anymore . All those things combined with other unhealthy habits made me the shortest and weakest also ugliest man out of my entire family without being dramatic or exaggerating .
I turned into a ltn , genetic failure all because of myself and i got no one else to blame
