Most people here are retards

[BadaBing]

Most of us don't have the experiences or knowledge to be giving advice

 

[Got the hunter eyes]

Ok

 

[basedfedoracel]

nice thread bro

 

[BadaBing]

Ok

it is what it is

 

[Hector]

Most people here talk from their personal bias and totally negate evidences

 

[Deleted member 5521]

Very true!

 

[Chad69]

I like how only greycels and bluecels are responding to this poor thread

 

[Deleted]

 

[BadaBing]

last year i was brutally manipulated and rejected from my first real oneitis
i almost went near stalking her, so to avoid thinking about her i paid myself with my money 1 month in a city here in Italy that's basically known as the best city to go clubbing with beach etc (italian version of Los Angeles or Miami)

i was alone. i went at it at my maximum social skills. i was rejected by around 200 girls. i was hospitalized 3-4 times risking coma from alcohol. then in last days i met a girl in a club (ironically that night i had already given up after many rejections). i stayed with this girl for few days, she was a virgin like me. we had some issues about location and she had to go away from vacation. so she rented an apartmanet for 4 days in another city (opposite side of Italy). I reached her and so we fucked for 4 days and this was the best time of my life. I thought that the fact she lost her virginity with me could mean something. i thought about being her boyfriend (i still was hoping in bluepill)

haha. she only used me to lost her virginity and then byebye.
since then I risked 2 times getting reported to the police by the first girl (the oneitis). i also got blocked by that girl who i fucked.
i can't stop thinking about them. i basically am isolated in a room since after this summer, so since 1st of September.

i can't stop thinking about talking with my first real oneitis and fucking with the second girl who was also virgin (and that was really rare and a surprise, i used to think i'd lose my virginity at 25y/o with an escort).

i can't stop thinking to sex too. i want sex so badly. i'd want just to talk to a girl. i'd want just to think that there could be ANY KING OF POSSIBILITY OF SOMETHING GOOD IN SEARCHING FOR A GIRL. But i am basically alone, no friends, nothing. And I am ugly. And we know how girls really are. So I am really frustrated and have serious difficulties focusing on anything because I always think about my first fuck (2nd girl) and that "special" relationship with that girl that now i cannot even text to or i'll get arrested.

i am trying to do healthy things but without having no social contact for me (an extroverted guy) i am really going crazy. last summer i also got diploma and going to school provided me some basic shitty social contact. i don't have that now. i am fully isolated. and i want pussy so badly and I WANT A GIRL.

i remember one time in Florence, when i was with the 2nd girl (Florence is her city). we sat on a bench at night in front of the river and i was a bit tired. so she made me lay on that bench with my head on her legs and she caressed my face while i closed my eyes for a bit (we were waiting for a train). that night we also had dinner together out and we went around for the city, IT WAS REALLY LIKE I MADE IT. FOR FEW DAYS I FELT LIKE MY LIFE WAS NORMAL. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. I WAS PROUD. I WAS HAPPY. I FEEL MY EFFORTS WERE REWARDED.

Then all fucked up. My mind. Blackpill fucked me hard and rough.
Genetics fucked me since I was born.
My life fucked me before I was born.

I am just here thinking of pussy, there two girls, and suicide daily and my best goal for now is to be able to JUST WAKE UP IN THE MORNING because I also seem to fail at that

I am basically fucked
and wrote a lot of text here
that nobody will read
so
fuck me
and fuck this life
tomorrow i will wake and maybe sing a song
then i'll go to sleep
and dream again what could have been
and just wake up again
and die

dn rd

 

[Entschuldigung]

I do
Believe me

 

[BadaBing]

I do
Believe me

In what

 

[Deleted member 1680]

Based greycel

 

[Entschuldigung]

In what

Almost everything
I just can't give you advice in relationships cause I only had 1

 

[Julian]

last year i was brutally manipulated and rejected from my first real oneitis
i almost went near stalking her, so to avoid thinking about her i paid myself with my money 1 month in a city here in Italy that's basically known as the best city to go clubbing with beach etc (italian version of Los Angeles or Miami)

i was alone. i went at it at my maximum social skills. i was rejected by around 200 girls. i was hospitalized 3-4 times risking coma from alcohol. then in last days i met a girl in a club (ironically that night i had already given up after many rejections). i stayed with this girl for few days, she was a virgin like me. we had some issues about location and she had to go away from vacation. so she rented an apartmanet for 4 days in another city (opposite side of Italy). I reached her and so we fucked for 4 days and this was the best time of my life. I thought that the fact she lost her virginity with me could mean something. i thought about being her boyfriend (i still was hoping in bluepill)

haha. she only used me to lost her virginity and then byebye.
since then I risked 2 times getting reported to the police by the first girl (the oneitis). i also got blocked by that girl who i fucked.
i can't stop thinking about them. i basically am isolated in a room since after this summer, so since 1st of September.

i can't stop thinking about talking with my first real oneitis and fucking with the second girl who was also virgin (and that was really rare and a surprise, i used to think i'd lose my virginity at 25y/o with an escort).

i can't stop thinking to sex too. i want sex so badly. i'd want just to talk to a girl. i'd want just to think that there could be ANY KING OF POSSIBILITY OF SOMETHING GOOD IN SEARCHING FOR A GIRL. But i am basically alone, no friends, nothing. And I am ugly. And we know how girls really are. So I am really frustrated and have serious difficulties focusing on anything because I always think about my first fuck (2nd girl) and that "special" relationship with that girl that now i cannot even text to or i'll get arrested.

i am trying to do healthy things but without having no social contact for me (an extroverted guy) i am really going crazy. last summer i also got diploma and going to school provided me some basic shitty social contact. i don't have that now. i am fully isolated. and i want pussy so badly and I WANT A GIRL.

i remember one time in Florence, when i was with the 2nd girl (Florence is her city). we sat on a bench at night in front of the river and i was a bit tired. so she made me lay on that bench with my head on her legs and she caressed my face while i closed my eyes for a bit (we were waiting for a train). that night we also had dinner together out and we went around for the city, IT WAS REALLY LIKE I MADE IT. FOR FEW DAYS I FELT LIKE MY LIFE WAS NORMAL. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. I WAS PROUD. I WAS HAPPY. I FEEL MY EFFORTS WERE REWARDED.

Then all fucked up. My mind. Blackpill fucked me hard and rough.
Genetics fucked me since I was born.
My life fucked me before I was born.

I am just here thinking of pussy, there two girls, and suicide daily and my best goal for now is to be able to JUST WAKE UP IN THE MORNING because I also seem to fail at that

I am basically fucked
and wrote a lot of text here
that nobody will read
so
fuck me
and fuck this life
tomorrow i will wake and maybe sing a song
then i'll go to sleep
and dream again what could have been
and just wake up again
and die

Read it, stop complaining start looksmaxxing. You will be able to fuck hotter girls than your shit oneitis

 

[BadaBing]

Almost everything
I just can't give you advice in relationships cause I only had 1

So you know about everything in life except relationships

 

[Entschuldigung]

So you know about everything in life except relationships

Just ask me
I think I have a lot of experience for my age
Just the fact that I was a ruler at high school and now I'm at looksmax is enough to prove it

 

[Deleted member 4301]

last year i was brutally manipulated and rejected from my first real oneitis
i almost went near stalking her, so to avoid thinking about her i paid myself with my money 1 month in a city here in Italy that's basically known as the best city to go clubbing with beach etc (italian version of Los Angeles or Miami)

i was alone. i went at it at my maximum social skills. i was rejected by around 200 girls. i was hospitalized 3-4 times risking coma from alcohol. then in last days i met a girl in a club (ironically that night i had already given up after many rejections). i stayed with this girl for few days, she was a virgin like me. we had some issues about location and she had to go away from vacation. so she rented an apartmanet for 4 days in another city (opposite side of Italy). I reached her and so we fucked for 4 days and this was the best time of my life. I thought that the fact she lost her virginity with me could mean something. i thought about being her boyfriend (i still was hoping in bluepill)

haha. she only used me to lost her virginity and then byebye.
since then I risked 2 times getting reported to the police by the first girl (the oneitis). i also got blocked by that girl who i fucked.
i can't stop thinking about them. i basically am isolated in a room since after this summer, so since 1st of September.

i can't stop thinking about talking with my first real oneitis and fucking with the second girl who was also virgin (and that was really rare and a surprise, i used to think i'd lose my virginity at 25y/o with an escort).

i can't stop thinking to sex too. i want sex so badly. i'd want just to talk to a girl. i'd want just to think that there could be ANY KING OF POSSIBILITY OF SOMETHING GOOD IN SEARCHING FOR A GIRL. But i am basically alone, no friends, nothing. And I am ugly. And we know how girls really are. So I am really frustrated and have serious difficulties focusing on anything because I always think about my first fuck (2nd girl) and that "special" relationship with that girl that now i cannot even text to or i'll get arrested.

i am trying to do healthy things but without having no social contact for me (an extroverted guy) i am really going crazy. last summer i also got diploma and going to school provided me some basic shitty social contact. i don't have that now. i am fully isolated. and i want pussy so badly and I WANT A GIRL.

I remember one time in Florence, when i was with the virgin girl who I lost my virginity with (Florence is her city). we sat on a bench at night in front of Arno's river and i was a bit tired. beautiful view. so she made me lay on that bench with my head on her legs and she caressed my face while i closed my eyes for a bit (we were waiting for a train and we had to wait few hours). that was the best experience of my life. here I was: I felt loved, by another human being (excluding my family), for the first time of my life. I felt accepted by a woman. I felt she cared of me. My heart was warm, my mind was relaxed, my penis was happy. that night we also had dinner together out and we went around for the city, like in a fucking movie. that felt unreal, like a movie, or a dream. IT WAS REALLY LIKE I MADE IT. FOR FEW DAYS I FELT LIKE MY LIFE WAS NORMAL. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. I WAS PROUD. I WAS HAPPY. I FELT MY EFFORTS WERE REWARDED.

But she was only using me for losing her virginity or she just thought I wasn't worth enough for an LTR. So, no girlfriend. Even if I thought being "our first time" could matter something.

Then all fucked up. Blackpill fucked me hard and rough.
Genetics fucked me since I was born.
My life fucked me before I was born.
My heart went back to being empty and broken, my mind became stressed again and my penis sad.

I am just here thinking of pussy, there two girls, and suicide daily and my best goal for now is to be able to JUST WAKE UP IN THE MORNING because I also seem to fail at that

I am basically fucked
and wrote a lot of text here
that nobody will read
so
fuck me
and fuck this life
tomorrow i will wake and maybe sing a song
then i'll go to sleep
and dream again what could have been
and just wake up again
and die

Read it, stop complaining start looksmaxxing. You will be able to fuck hotter girls than your shit oneitis

I read it. It was not a bad read ngl it had a bit of life in it. But I agree with him^