rexuyq
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Hello everyone, I'm Rexuya, my real name is Hayk. I used to be a .com user, but now I want to tell you about my Ascension and story here on .org
An overview of my Ascension
The Story:
That was me in elementary school.
I was 10 y/o.
I always had a crush on a girl from my school and really thought I could be with her because I didn't realize what a fat pig I was, and I started writing her love letters
(bluepilled asf jfl)
I will never forget the day she asked me if we could be together, only to call me afterwards with her friends and say it was a prank
Until I was 13, I spent my time playing games on my PlayStation and eating junk food. I didn't change anything about myself because I coped with the idea that "I'll get thinner when I get older because I'm growing, blah blah."
That's me at 13 y/o
I found a new way to cope
I thought I was in a movie and she would want me if I could fight.
I had to lose weight for my first fight (at 14y/o) and thought I would look much better because after all, my problem was my body fat, right?
Well, I was 1.79m tall, 75kg, skinny fat and bloated like hell
But the main thing is that I won the fight.
After realizing that my body fat wasn't the only problem, I started with looksmaxing because I saw all these softmax methods on TikTok
I thought I needed a goatee because kids at my school were talking about how hot it was.
I heard about minoxidil and ordered it immediately, using it in combination with a dermaroller.
This is my progress
My goatee made me look like I'd been in prison for 20 years when I was 15 y/o
I quit martial arts after a few fights and focused
completely on looksmaxing.
Before I started, I had some contact with a few foids from my city who also hurt my feelings, and I wanted to do everything I could to look better.
I started going to the gym and constantly ate in a calorie deficit to become even leaner.
I also stopped being a buzzcut slave and let my hair grow.
I noticed that my canthal tilt was negative and watched videos on how to make it positive. I found a video from Looksmaxer Clav showing how he made his canthal tilt positive with Ace Threads, and I did the same. Here's my progress.
During the process
It's still a bit negative, but at least it's better than before.
I also tried to make my face slimmer with Aqualyx, but I failed like an idiot jfl
And after all that, the people who hurt me back then wrote to me again
And everyone treated me better, and I had a lot of contact with other girls. Since I'm still very insecure, I can't have relationships because I'm afraid of getting hurt again. That's why I'm always the first to break off contact, which is wrong, and I still need to work on not hurting other girls who truly show me love.
I'd love to tell you more, but that would get too boring, so write me your opinions and questions if you have any.
peace out
Rexuya
An overview of my Ascension
The Story:
That was me in elementary school.
I was 10 y/o.
I always had a crush on a girl from my school and really thought I could be with her because I didn't realize what a fat pig I was, and I started writing her love letters
(bluepilled asf jfl)I will never forget the day she asked me if we could be together, only to call me afterwards with her friends and say it was a prank
Until I was 13, I spent my time playing games on my PlayStation and eating junk food. I didn't change anything about myself because I coped with the idea that "I'll get thinner when I get older because I'm growing, blah blah."
That's me at 13 y/o
I found a new way to cope
martial arts
I thought I was in a movie and she would want me if I could fight.
I had to lose weight for my first fight (at 14y/o) and thought I would look much better because after all, my problem was my body fat, right?
Well, I was 1.79m tall, 75kg, skinny fat and bloated like hell
But the main thing is that I won the fight.
After realizing that my body fat wasn't the only problem, I started with looksmaxing because I saw all these softmax methods on TikTok
I thought I needed a goatee because kids at my school were talking about how hot it was.
I heard about minoxidil and ordered it immediately, using it in combination with a dermaroller.
This is my progress
My goatee made me look like I'd been in prison for 20 years when I was 15 y/o
I quit martial arts after a few fights and focused
completely on looksmaxing.
Before I started, I had some contact with a few foids from my city who also hurt my feelings, and I wanted to do everything I could to look better.
I started going to the gym and constantly ate in a calorie deficit to become even leaner.
I also stopped being a buzzcut slave and let my hair grow.
I noticed that my canthal tilt was negative and watched videos on how to make it positive. I found a video from Looksmaxer Clav showing how he made his canthal tilt positive with Ace Threads, and I did the same. Here's my progress.
During the process
I also tried to make my face slimmer with Aqualyx, but I failed like an idiot jfl
And after all that, the people who hurt me back then wrote to me again
And everyone treated me better, and I had a lot of contact with other girls. Since I'm still very insecure, I can't have relationships because I'm afraid of getting hurt again. That's why I'm always the first to break off contact, which is wrong, and I still need to work on not hurting other girls who truly show me love.
I'd love to tell you more, but that would get too boring, so write me your opinions and questions if you have any.
peace out
Rexuya
