CookieGuy
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I can’t stand my girl mogging me, and it hurts.
I know many people would be proud or even brag to have a girI that mogs them. I can’t handle it.
Every single girI that ever wanted me mogs me. And this new one, well, she is arguably a high tier Becky with a body haIo.
She has an amazing personality, is kind, wanted me first, comforts me, talks first all the time, has similar interests to me, “nerdy”.
And I can’t handle it. I feel a deep darkening sense of inferiority. I try to tell myself “looks aren’t the only thing that makes up your worth as a human” but it just isn’t. My brain goes “this girI is quite literally better than me, why does she want me?” I feel guilt every cuddle, every text message, every I love you, every goodnight. Because I do not deserve it.
I know I made threads about girIs mogging you being good, but for a schizo like me, it ruins your mental health.
The worst thing about it is as I stand right now at my age, I can’t ascend to HTN.
I feel likea god knew that I would be too at peace being an InceI, so he brought me someone who makes me feel like a truly inferior being, that I have the fattest crush on. But I don’t see myself ever confessing it back because I simply don’t deserve it.
I know many people would be proud or even brag to have a girI that mogs them. I can’t handle it.
Every single girI that ever wanted me mogs me. And this new one, well, she is arguably a high tier Becky with a body haIo.
She has an amazing personality, is kind, wanted me first, comforts me, talks first all the time, has similar interests to me, “nerdy”.
And I can’t handle it. I feel a deep darkening sense of inferiority. I try to tell myself “looks aren’t the only thing that makes up your worth as a human” but it just isn’t. My brain goes “this girI is quite literally better than me, why does she want me?” I feel guilt every cuddle, every text message, every I love you, every goodnight. Because I do not deserve it.
I know I made threads about girIs mogging you being good, but for a schizo like me, it ruins your mental health.
The worst thing about it is as I stand right now at my age, I can’t ascend to HTN.
I feel likea god knew that I would be too at peace being an InceI, so he brought me someone who makes me feel like a truly inferior being, that I have the fattest crush on. But I don’t see myself ever confessing it back because I simply don’t deserve it.