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I have to be a nigger in that example otherwise it's not vivid enough. I just want to live in the mountains with my tribe. I want us to have dogs and a small amount of women. I will hunt meat with my dogs, brothers and cousins. One of us would be really good, the other is a jester, another is apathetic and would lay his hand on any type of meat. There would be variety. We will only care for laughs and our next meal.
We will watch nature and get excited by everything. We will grow tall and strong because we are good hunters and we will fuck big african booty. No work, no school, no philosophy, no real systems, no knowledge, cut off completely. Happy, content. There are no worries. You sometimes get injured but everybody is laughing at your ass! hahaha! he failed! I will die at age 37 because I went too deep into other territory and will be eaten alive by who knows what. Blessed life.
Instead I'm here. Future, future, future. All day is the future. What will be, who will be, how it will be. Intrusive thoughts, too low IQ to figure out how to end the mental gymnastics I'm doing in my head. I roll, and roll, and roll. I can't stop.
Look at them. Zero Intrusive thoughts and known paradoxes. There's nothing more into it. It's all natural.
Meanwhile this is me. The privileged western. Thank god I don't live in Africa man! what a relief! I'm so glad to be alive, I really am lucky man. I could've been born a clueless child in africa just smiling all day for no reason, hehe the sky is funny today. Thank god I swallow supplements, smoke weed, drink, just being misreable knowing that it's not even the highest point. There's much more suffering coming my way. Much more. More than I would like to admit or think about. But thank god I could've been born in africa. Even getting eaten by an eagle is a better faith.
We will watch nature and get excited by everything. We will grow tall and strong because we are good hunters and we will fuck big african booty. No work, no school, no philosophy, no real systems, no knowledge, cut off completely. Happy, content. There are no worries. You sometimes get injured but everybody is laughing at your ass! hahaha! he failed! I will die at age 37 because I went too deep into other territory and will be eaten alive by who knows what. Blessed life.
Instead I'm here. Future, future, future. All day is the future. What will be, who will be, how it will be. Intrusive thoughts, too low IQ to figure out how to end the mental gymnastics I'm doing in my head. I roll, and roll, and roll. I can't stop.
Look at them. Zero Intrusive thoughts and known paradoxes. There's nothing more into it. It's all natural.
Meanwhile this is me. The privileged western. Thank god I don't live in Africa man! what a relief! I'm so glad to be alive, I really am lucky man. I could've been born a clueless child in africa just smiling all day for no reason, hehe the sky is funny today. Thank god I swallow supplements, smoke weed, drink, just being misreable knowing that it's not even the highest point. There's much more suffering coming my way. Much more. More than I would like to admit or think about. But thank god I could've been born in africa. Even getting eaten by an eagle is a better faith.
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