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Lebgfinal
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I'm 18 now and I regret most of my internet activity from when I was like 16.
Looking back at it now, I was retarded, but at the same time I don't know what I would've done.
I was depressed for most of year after I realized I was a ugly piece of shit and never had a gf.
Every day I felt like my life was over, I had no friends, nothing to look forward.
I wanted to better my life, so I posted my face on discord because I genuinely wanted my life to be better so I could stop being ugly.
People gave me advice, sometimes the advice was like "yeah ur ugly bro" and stuff like that, most of the time it made me feel worse.
Then I was in a cycle of basically trying to feel better because I felt worthless so I wanted people to give me inspirational advice so I stop being depressed.
Every day I looked at myself in the mirror at school and cried, I wanted all of this to stop.
Being ugly fucked me mentally, but I really wanted to stop being ugly because it made everything in my life feel bad.
Posting my face was a way to somehow get honest advice from people.
I don't know what was wrong with me.
People then used these pics of me I posted because I genuinely wanted to better myself and they used agaisn't me.
Some brazilian guy decided to use my face to make tiktok ragebait. Then after that some mentally ill femcels decided to larp as me again and this is where I am right now.
I was stupid for thinking I would get advice from people by posting my face.
What I learned is that people will literally do nothing to try to ruin your life when there is not any reason.
I don't think I really made much enemies yet people literally did everything to ruin my life.
I had no idea people could've been obsessed with me that much.
Looking back at it now, I was retarded, but at the same time I don't know what I would've done.
I was depressed for most of year after I realized I was a ugly piece of shit and never had a gf.
Every day I felt like my life was over, I had no friends, nothing to look forward.
I wanted to better my life, so I posted my face on discord because I genuinely wanted my life to be better so I could stop being ugly.
People gave me advice, sometimes the advice was like "yeah ur ugly bro" and stuff like that, most of the time it made me feel worse.
Then I was in a cycle of basically trying to feel better because I felt worthless so I wanted people to give me inspirational advice so I stop being depressed.
Every day I looked at myself in the mirror at school and cried, I wanted all of this to stop.
Being ugly fucked me mentally, but I really wanted to stop being ugly because it made everything in my life feel bad.
Posting my face was a way to somehow get honest advice from people.
I don't know what was wrong with me.
People then used these pics of me I posted because I genuinely wanted to better myself and they used agaisn't me.
Some brazilian guy decided to use my face to make tiktok ragebait. Then after that some mentally ill femcels decided to larp as me again and this is where I am right now.
I was stupid for thinking I would get advice from people by posting my face.
What I learned is that people will literally do nothing to try to ruin your life when there is not any reason.
I don't think I really made much enemies yet people literally did everything to ruin my life.
I had no idea people could've been obsessed with me that much.