ConfusedBolivian
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It felt like a failed attempted of trying to spoil me by my dad and mom, felt fake and miserable.
Also i had a nightmare today, i was covered in blood and i couldnt get the blood out of me and it was slippery and i was falling and falling from the floor.
Birthdays should exists, existing is not a reason to celebrate, it is a reason to be sad and miserable and do something about it to make this existence somewhat acceptable.
All i see are kids happy in theyre innocence, meanwhile i suffer in my own silence not trying to hurt my loved ones
Also i had a nightmare today, i was covered in blood and i couldnt get the blood out of me and it was slippery and i was falling and falling from the floor.
Birthdays should exists, existing is not a reason to celebrate, it is a reason to be sad and miserable and do something about it to make this existence somewhat acceptable.
All i see are kids happy in theyre innocence, meanwhile i suffer in my own silence not trying to hurt my loved ones