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so i found the redpill at mid 15, and i had used it on this girl i had texted and eventually met with varying success
keep in mind i was extremely inexperienced before i met this girl, i literally had not spoke to a girl who wasn’t a friend in all my life. i was a fat ugly truecel before i finally ended up losing weight at 15. so of course, when i first started speaking to her i was a cuck. i thought 30 minutes later replying was “redpill”
throughout the whole time of me texting her she literally stopped talking to me about 5x, we only met 3 times in the whole 10 month that we texted on and off jfl
eventually after we had met a few times i could tell i was far from her ideal even tho she found me attractive enough to kiss she “wasn’t ready” to fuck
anyway one day she just suddenly turns cold, she used to do this thing where she stopped sending me selfies of herself and reply with blunt replies, i chase like a cuck then i realise she gets some 21 year old gymcel after dumping me. she does stuff with him but not me, in the matter of a few months, seems awfully quick to suddenly turn “ready”
that’s when i realised girls leave the relationship mentally before physically leaving. i realised that women are ruthless and cutthroat when it comes to dating, they are simply in it for themselves and will go to any lengths to destroy your feelings
then she gets a boyfriend that she dumped me for, she literally said she knew him for a few days before stopping talking to me. i asked her a few weeks later why she left and was it because i cared too much, she practically said he’s it’s because i liked her too much
that was when i realised they don’t care about you. they care how you make them feel
but we live and we learn, a few months after this i had a girl come to my house (fucked up v loss) then a year later or a bit less i lost my v, then i got a gf and then i gained enough confidence to fuck around behind her back instead of being the one that was hurt
keep in mind i was extremely inexperienced before i met this girl, i literally had not spoke to a girl who wasn’t a friend in all my life. i was a fat ugly truecel before i finally ended up losing weight at 15. so of course, when i first started speaking to her i was a cuck. i thought 30 minutes later replying was “redpill”
throughout the whole time of me texting her she literally stopped talking to me about 5x, we only met 3 times in the whole 10 month that we texted on and off jfl
eventually after we had met a few times i could tell i was far from her ideal even tho she found me attractive enough to kiss she “wasn’t ready” to fuck
anyway one day she just suddenly turns cold, she used to do this thing where she stopped sending me selfies of herself and reply with blunt replies, i chase like a cuck then i realise she gets some 21 year old gymcel after dumping me. she does stuff with him but not me, in the matter of a few months, seems awfully quick to suddenly turn “ready”
that’s when i realised girls leave the relationship mentally before physically leaving. i realised that women are ruthless and cutthroat when it comes to dating, they are simply in it for themselves and will go to any lengths to destroy your feelings
then she gets a boyfriend that she dumped me for, she literally said she knew him for a few days before stopping talking to me. i asked her a few weeks later why she left and was it because i cared too much, she practically said he’s it’s because i liked her too much
that was when i realised they don’t care about you. they care how you make them feel
but we live and we learn, a few months after this i had a girl come to my house (fucked up v loss) then a year later or a bit less i lost my v, then i got a gf and then i gained enough confidence to fuck around behind her back instead of being the one that was hurt
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