BlackBeard
Hopelessly living
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Saw my shirtless body in the mirror
My body is so utterly fucking low quality trash, it's such a deformed fucking atrocious thing to look at. My body is beyond fucked and it is beyond over, especially if a girl lifts my shirt off. I wish I had just a normal body. I can't even go swimming in public and when I'm changing in a lockeroom I turn the other way so no-one can see. The combination of nature/genetics fucking me over and nurture fucking me over has made my body terrible. Fucking parents never cared and still don't care because it's not their problem. I envy all of you who have normal bodies even if you're fat or scrawny you still have normal bodies that can also be changed, I can never change the worst parts.
My body is so utterly fucking low quality trash, it's such a deformed fucking atrocious thing to look at. My body is beyond fucked and it is beyond over, especially if a girl lifts my shirt off. I wish I had just a normal body. I can't even go swimming in public and when I'm changing in a lockeroom I turn the other way so no-one can see. The combination of nature/genetics fucking me over and nurture fucking me over has made my body terrible. Fucking parents never cared and still don't care because it's not their problem. I envy all of you who have normal bodies even if you're fat or scrawny you still have normal bodies that can also be changed, I can never change the worst parts.