My bowling alley experience. (rant)

[Braindeadautist]

A few days ago, I went to the bowling alley with my brothers.

It was very packed as always, considering it was getting late and I live in a pretty well known city.

I walked in and nearly every guy my age had a plethora of positive health indicators it was just brutal. there were 6'5 high t chads, shorter guys with clear skin and crazy bone mass, and overall mog central, total surgeryfuel.

And of course, There were some couples there too for their lovey-dovey shit

I tried to look good. I wet my hair, wore good clothes, darkened my eyebrows, and felt good. It didn't do anything. I looked at myself in my incel-tier iphone SE and saw the insane difference in our faces.

I even saw a clone of my oneitis and her brother (he's a high bone mass 6'2 htn)

after all the bullshit, we eventually got our shoes on and went to play. I noticed the mog was over once there were old people on both sides of us, I felt chill for a little, did pretty well, and was in 2nd place in the first game.

I noticed the old people were leaving and of course, a group of fucking healthy young teen girls pulled up when I HOPED THERE WOULDN'T BE ANY.

absolutely brutal.. as expected they were texting some guys and kept screaming
"HEEHHEHH WHAT SHOULD I SAYYY"

When it was my turn, I went up with my high inhib heart racing and I tried to grab what I thought was my ball, she looked up at me and made quite literally the most disgusted face I have ever seen on a woman.
"THATS MY BALL DUDE" in the deepest voice known to man. She sounded like a lesbian.

But blonde and the facial expression was worse.

I said in my quiet incel voice while dropping it
"my bad my bad" Genuinely should've ignored her.

I got a gutter ball right after that, again and again.

I went back to the table and had a mini fucking panic attack. I lost my breath for a little and started disassociating, I thought at that moment word for word "god I'm such a pussy"

Every shot after that, I was shaking and trying to avoid eye contact.

Anyway, To end the night when I got home I took a shot and slept well.

Never going anywhere again.

If you don't have experiences like these often, Feel lucky.

If you went bowling the last few days in a "well-known" city and talked with some niggas in front of the door, let me know.

 

[Darkeningstar]

A few days ago, I went to the bowling alley with my brothers.

It was very packed as always, considering it was getting late and I live in a pretty well known city.

I walked in and nearly every guy my age had a plethora of positive health indicators it was just brutal. there were 6'5 high t chads, shorter guys with clear skin and crazy bone mass, and overall mog central, total surgeryfuel.

And of course, There were some couples there too for their lovey-dovey shit

I tried to look good. I wet my hair, wore good clothes, darkened my eyebrows, and felt good. It didn't do anything. I looked at myself in my incel-tier iphone SE and saw the insane difference in our faces.

I even saw a clone of my oneitis and her brother (he's a high bone mass 6'2 htn)

after all the bullshit, we eventually got our shoes on and went to play. I noticed the mog was over once there were old people on both sides of us, I felt chill for a little, did pretty well, and was in 2nd place in the first game.

I noticed the old people were leaving and of course, a group of fucking healthy young teen girls pulled up when I HOPED THERE WOULDN'T BE ANY.

absolutely brutal.. as expected they were texting some guys and kept screaming
"HEEHHEHH WHAT SHOULD I SAYYY"

When it was my turn, I went up with my high inhib heart racing and I tried to grab what I thought was my ball, she looked up at me and made quite literally the most disgusted face I have ever seen on a woman.
"THATS MY BALL DUDE" in the deepest voice known to man. She sounded like a lesbian.

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But blonde and the facial expression was worse.

I said in my quiet incel voice while dropping it
"my bad my bad" Genuinely should've ignored her.

I got a gutter ball right after that, again and again.

I went back to the table and had a mini fucking panic attack. I lost my breath for a little and started disassociating, I thought at that moment word for word "god I'm such a pussy"

Every shot after that, I was shaking and trying to avoid eye contact.

Anyway, To end the night when I got home I took a shot and slept well.

Never going anywhere again.

If you don't have experiences like these often, Feel lucky.

If you went bowling the last few days in a "well-known" city and talked with some niggas in front of the door, let me know.

She was Noctis only

 

[Darkeningstar]

A few days ago, I went to the bowling alley with my brothers.

It was very packed as always, considering it was getting late and I live in a pretty well known city.

I walked in and nearly every guy my age had a plethora of positive health indicators it was just brutal. there were 6'5 high t chads, shorter guys with clear skin and crazy bone mass, and overall mog central, total surgeryfuel.

And of course, There were some couples there too for their lovey-dovey shit

I tried to look good. I wet my hair, wore good clothes, darkened my eyebrows, and felt good. It didn't do anything. I looked at myself in my incel-tier iphone SE and saw the insane difference in our faces.

I even saw a clone of my oneitis and her brother (he's a high bone mass 6'2 htn)

after all the bullshit, we eventually got our shoes on and went to play. I noticed the mog was over once there were old people on both sides of us, I felt chill for a little, did pretty well, and was in 2nd place in the first game.

I noticed the old people were leaving and of course, a group of fucking healthy young teen girls pulled up when I HOPED THERE WOULDN'T BE ANY.

absolutely brutal.. as expected they were texting some guys and kept screaming
"HEEHHEHH WHAT SHOULD I SAYYY"

When it was my turn, I went up with my high inhib heart racing and I tried to grab what I thought was my ball, she looked up at me and made quite literally the most disgusted face I have ever seen on a woman.
"THATS MY BALL DUDE" in the deepest voice known to man. She sounded like a lesbian.

View attachment 3021195
But blonde and the facial expression was worse.

I said in my quiet incel voice while dropping it
"my bad my bad" Genuinely should've ignored her.

I got a gutter ball right after that, again and again.

I went back to the table and had a mini fucking panic attack. I lost my breath for a little and started disassociating, I thought at that moment word for word "god I'm such a pussy"

Every shot after that, I was shaking and trying to avoid eye contact.

Anyway, To end the night when I got home I took a shot and slept well.

Never going anywhere again.

If you don't have experiences like these often, Feel lucky.

If you went bowling the last few days in a "well-known" city and talked with some niggas in front of the door, let me know.

It reminds me of the times when I go out on New Year's Eve and find myself in the midst of hordes of people including many subhumans I must say, but then you see the couples, the fuckers, the groups of friends, and then there's me who would like to throw myself down after 1 hour of social interactions but I avoid doing so because I might lose some useful contacts in the future. Then I stay with a blank stare, increased uee, dark circles and a hazy head. And then I can't resist and go home alone, not saying goodbye to anyone.

 

[Braindeadautist]

It reminds me of the times when I go out on New Year's Eve and find myself in the midst of hordes of people including many subhumans I must say, but then you see the couples, the fuckers, the groups of friends, and then there's me who would like to throw myself down after 1 hour of social interactions but I avoid doing so because I might lose some useful contacts in the future. Then I stay with a blank stare, increased uee, dark circles and a hazy head. And then I can't resist and go home alone, not saying goodbye to anyone.

you went to times square for new years eve?

 

[Darkeningstar]

you went to times square for new years eve?

No, I am not from the USA.

 

[Braindeadautist]

bump this was high effort for me

 

[Deleted member 46108]

A few days ago, I went to the bowling alley with my brothers.

It was very packed as always, considering it was getting late and I live in a pretty well known city.

I walked in and nearly every guy my age had a plethora of positive health indicators it was just brutal. there were 6'5 high t chads, shorter guys with clear skin and crazy bone mass, and overall mog central, total surgeryfuel.

And of course, There were some couples there too for their lovey-dovey shit

I tried to look good. I wet my hair, wore good clothes, darkened my eyebrows, and felt good. It didn't do anything. I looked at myself in my incel-tier iphone SE and saw the insane difference in our faces.

I even saw a clone of my oneitis and her brother (he's a high bone mass 6'2 htn)

after all the bullshit, we eventually got our shoes on and went to play. I noticed the mog was over once there were old people on both sides of us, I felt chill for a little, did pretty well, and was in 2nd place in the first game.

I noticed the old people were leaving and of course, a group of fucking healthy young teen girls pulled up when I HOPED THERE WOULDN'T BE ANY.

absolutely brutal.. as expected they were texting some guys and kept screaming
"HEEHHEHH WHAT SHOULD I SAYYY"

When it was my turn, I went up with my high inhib heart racing and I tried to grab what I thought was my ball, she looked up at me and made quite literally the most disgusted face I have ever seen on a woman.
"THATS MY BALL DUDE" in the deepest voice known to man. She sounded like a lesbian.

View attachment 3021195
But blonde and the facial expression was worse.

I said in my quiet incel voice while dropping it
"my bad my bad" Genuinely should've ignored her.

I got a gutter ball right after that, again and again.

I went back to the table and had a mini fucking panic attack. I lost my breath for a little and started disassociating, I thought at that moment word for word "god I'm such a pussy"

Every shot after that, I was shaking and trying to avoid eye contact.

Anyway, To end the night when I got home I took a shot and slept well.

Never going anywhere again.

If you don't have experiences like these often, Feel lucky.

If you went bowling the last few days in a "well-known" city and talked with some niggas in front of the door, let me know.

That's why u have to develop a cynical tough guy persona that's kinda mean whilst also keeping quiet and stoic only works if ur tall and ugly with some amount of bonemass though, wards off normies because ur intimidating and u can also attract a niche set of foids that fw ts, worked for me.

Being an ugly average guy without a persona will just appropriate u with the shit returns all subhumans get in society such as ur bowling alley experience for example, and that's why u need to accentuate your ugliness in a niche, appealing and intimidating cool way.

Hawk off Kobra Kai is a great example of this.