Vermilioncore
I don’t like who I am
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r/widowers2 days ago
Bulky-Network7516
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I just watched my boyfriend of two years die in the hospital. He was an alcoholic and had recently found out he was starting to have some liver issues and was in the process of trying to quit. He started to look yellow and was having stomach pains last Saturday and I tried to convince him to atleast call his doctor but he kept saying he was ok.
When I got home from work Tuesday he was in so much pain he couldn’t move anymore I called an ambulance for him. They admitted him and for a couple days it seemed like everything would be ok he was up and talking to me. Then everything just went downhill so fast he was sedated and intubated and I was holding his hand as I watched him take his last breath.
He was only 32 we were supposed to spend the rest of our lives together how am I supposed to continue without him i feel like I can’t even breathe without him here. But I still crave sex and intimacy. I’ve installed tinder back on my phone and I’m ready to be filled again. It’s the only way I can feel like me again .
Bulky-Network7516
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My boyfriend just died and I’m ready for sex with a new guy
I just watched my boyfriend of two years die in the hospital. He was an alcoholic and had recently found out he was starting to have some liver issues and was in the process of trying to quit. He started to look yellow and was having stomach pains last Saturday and I tried to convince him to atleast call his doctor but he kept saying he was ok.
When I got home from work Tuesday he was in so much pain he couldn’t move anymore I called an ambulance for him. They admitted him and for a couple days it seemed like everything would be ok he was up and talking to me. Then everything just went downhill so fast he was sedated and intubated and I was holding his hand as I watched him take his last breath.
He was only 32 we were supposed to spend the rest of our lives together how am I supposed to continue without him i feel like I can’t even breathe without him here. But I still crave sex and intimacy. I’ve installed tinder back on my phone and I’m ready to be filled again. It’s the only way I can feel like me again .
