my brain has cucked me so many times

[Deleted member 28183]

I have had so many opportunities but I'm a mentalcel. Every time its time to take it to the next step I always pussy out cause of I don't wanna come make things awkward even tho they are interested. I remember a random foid tried to make convo with me in a lecture, she kept subtly showing interest and the second the lecture finished I walked away cause I'm retarted

 

[cakdripa]

There was a girl in school that I had interest, one day my friends encourage me to go and talk with her(she already started a conversation between us before but I fumbled)so I grab some cookies with one flower(1) and I went to her I called with hand sings she came and said"Hi whats up"with a big lovely smile I grab her hand and put the things I brought with myself than turned around and I leaved without saying any fucking word it was literally a hell type situation (sorry for bad grammar not my first language)

 

[nosemaxxing]

I have had so many opportunities but I'm a mentalcel. Every time its time to take it to the next step I always pussy out cause of I don't wanna come make things awkward even tho they are interested. I remember a random foid tried to make convo with me in a lecture, she kept subtly showing interest and the second the lecture finished I walked away cause I'm retarted

same tbh NT pill is brutal

 

[Deleted member 28183]

There was a girl in school that I had interest, one day my friends encourage me to go and talk with her(she already started a conversation between us before but I fumbled)so I grab some cookies with one flower(1) and I went to her I called with hand sings she came and said"Hi whats up"with a big lovely smile I grab her hand and put the things I brought with myself than turned around and I leaved without saying any fucking word it was literally a hell type situation (sorry for bad grammar not my first language

brootal, what did she say after

 

[Deleted member 28183]

same tbh NT pill is brutal

crazy thing is that I am NT I just got crazy social anxiety that I don't know how to fix

 

[cakdripa]

brootal, what did she say after

She wrote me a text and said thanks for the cookies (I made the cookies myself) and leaved e smile ( ) we still talk tho she is a really nice person but I dont look at her with love anymore she is more likely a good friend for me now I gave up on her long time ago I realy dont think that I deserve someone like her

 

[newgen/cel]

I have had so many opportunities but I'm a mentalcel. Every time its time to take it to the next step I always pussy out cause of I don't wanna come make things awkward even tho they are interested. I remember a random foid tried to make convo with me in a lecture, she kept subtly showing interest and the second the lecture finished I walked away cause I'm retarted

so real bro but dw it becomes less and less of an issue overtime