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enchanted_elixir
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The blackpill literally lowers your serotonin (mood stabilizing neurotransmitter) and possibly your dopamine (motivation to pursue rewards).
The past weeks have really beaten me, I literally have the neurochemistry and demeanor of an abused dog and I swear everyone sees it.
Like, I really mean it.
In public, I am quiet, submissive, and meek. I am always on edge. I walk with my head forward and try to walk quickly so nobody sees me.
I feel like I'm not particularly safe and always on edge since I could get mogged in any domain anytime soon (height, face, etc.)
I think my professor knows since she's looking at me like I'm a bully victim or something.
I have poor verbal fluency. I get a cortisol and sweat response spike around people who mog me (aesthetically, socially (status) or intellectually).
I don't like being around people.
I'm literally depressed. My descension + higher blackpill exposure broke me.
I'm basically back at my elementary school mentality, but worse.
Everyone knows I'm a LTN abused dog.
How do I fix my neurochemistry?
The past weeks have really beaten me, I literally have the neurochemistry and demeanor of an abused dog and I swear everyone sees it.
Like, I really mean it.
In public, I am quiet, submissive, and meek. I am always on edge. I walk with my head forward and try to walk quickly so nobody sees me.
I feel like I'm not particularly safe and always on edge since I could get mogged in any domain anytime soon (height, face, etc.)
I think my professor knows since she's looking at me like I'm a bully victim or something.
I have poor verbal fluency. I get a cortisol and sweat response spike around people who mog me (aesthetically, socially (status) or intellectually).
I don't like being around people.
I'm literally depressed. My descension + higher blackpill exposure broke me.
I'm basically back at my elementary school mentality, but worse.
Everyone knows I'm a LTN abused dog.
How do I fix my neurochemistry?